Showing posts with label makeovers. Show all posts
Showing posts with label makeovers. Show all posts

Friday, December 31, 2010

Day 365


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Well, it's the end of my first 365 days. It's been such a wild and interesting year. Besides the Jerry Springer Edition, there was a lot of personal growth as well as learning curve about going Raw. It's still the single most compelling thing I've ever done. The benefits so outweigh eating any other way. I'm hooked and have developed habits I will not be giving up.

Yet, it's not been easy and it's true that it can take a year and more to transition. I will admit I certainly did not reach any weight or body goals at all. But, I wasn't raw the entire time, either. Stress, my mother, my teen, my life - all took tolls. At first I thought that switching to so much orange juice probably was not a good idea. In fact, if I look back it was when I started doing that when things stopped going so well, except then I realized when I started to not feel well was when I inadvertently added a bunch of toxic fluoride to my life - goodbye ACT and Crest! Geez! I've also done other juices - such as BreastHealthOnline's Super Lemon Recovery juice which is posted with us as well as at LiveStrong.com Though with the OJ, I will say that I was pretty much never sick with a cold in 2010!

But, the biggest gain of 2010 was learning to give up salad dressing. I know, laugh all you want but I'd like to propose you try it :) I discovered I had the answer back when I was 19 when my friend Richard Conger back in my home town of Wrightwood, CA taught me to juice and eat what would now be considered a vegan diet. One of the salads he made all the time had avocado, sesame oil and garlic salt. It was my all-time favorite salad and I've eaten it through the years.

I started making this salad again and realized I did not need the sesame oil. I simply used the garlic salt. And at that point I stopped using salad dressings forever. It was liberating because I was very stuck at that point.

I also worked on me a lot. I got a lot closer to God. The 'Ten Monks' CD saved my life :) I listen to it all the time and now I let God do all the heavy lifting. I just have the fun of pointing at what I might like to possibly do and then leave the rest to him.

I discovered a lot about me. I said NO a lot to people for the first time in my life. I left many situations where I wasn't being treated well. It got easier and easier and now I can say no and much worse (laugh) whenever I feel the need.

I'm still working through Geneen Roth's Women, Food & God. Highly recommended as are her audio sessions at her website. Go. Do it. Your over-eating or poor eating is really a doorway or your insight into what's eating YOU. It's very simple and when you open that door and let it be, the food problem falls away. The challenge is opening that door before you open the fridge. It's do-able. DO IT.

Last year I was part of a gym but once my mother fell ill I went infrequently. This year I have a few friends to go to the Y with me, along with my daughter and so I'm hoping to make much more physical progress this year.

I am not disappointed that I didn't get farther along in Raw this year. I'm grateful for all I learned and looking forward to...the next 365 days.

I hope I can post more this year. We'll see. Happy New Year to everyone.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Day 63 Week 9


photo credit ratterrell@flickr

I'm just gonna run on by and update 'cause I'm working on something else and gotta get back to it.

This week I ate 20 bananas and 60 oranges. I did not get any treadmill or swimming in. Today I have a terrible headache. I'm not eating quite enough and I'm a little dehydrated. My weight is the same though I am feeling a bit thinner in the hips and bum area!

To date I've walked 31.15 miles, swam 7.5 miles and have eaten 233 bananas and 322 oranges. The banana and orange count amazes me!

9 weeks down, 43 to go!

Monday, March 1, 2010

Day 60 New Month!


photo credit iheartlinen@flickr

Once again a new month before me. I'm hoping I'll lose some weight this month. The inches are great but I'm not interested in being the only 170 lb size 2 person on the planet! I know I build muscle with exercise. That's great but lets get the weight off please.

Last month was hard, lots of stress and then I was sick. I am fortunate to have lost the 13.5 inches. Eating more simply works a lot better. I feel I have my food routine down well. It's interesting to see what a habit this has become and how there's really no turning back. Besides fruit and vegetables being such a huge part of my life, I never used to eat breakfast. I eat breakfast everyday now. I eat much more and more regularly than I have my whole life. I really look forward to fruit for breakfast and big salads later in the day. While I might not be following a perfect continuum, I think the progress over this year will be interesting and gratifying. I'm also curious how many other people are still working on their New Year's resolutions. I am!

With winter being so long it seems this year and having to care for my mom and try to keep my head above water, it's been hard to get to the gym. My sleep remains a disaster. I hope to still get more exercise in, miraculously fix my sleep and get to the gym more this month. HA!

I turn 47 on the 20th of this month - the first day of Spring. Please send some happy headway thoughts my way :)

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Day 59 Weights, Measures and Pictures!

2 months down.

Even more so than last month when I was thinking there wouldn't be much discernible change, I was thinking there would be no change at all this month. I figured a new photo would be a waste of time as it wouldn't show any changes whatsoever. I took a pic anyway just to prove to myself there were no changes.

But while the scales registered virtually no loss, happily the measurements and pics told another story. I strongly recommend people use measurements and photos and not just rely on the scale to track their progress.

Below are all the stats and time line pics. Again, the surgery noted on the pics was a hysterectomy where they found a severe case of endometriosis. I did not have a tummy tuck or gastric surgery or anything like that. I am now 3 months post op from all of that.

Starting weight: 192 (Nov)
Current weight: 170

Total weight lost:
22 lbs since November.
10 lbs lost in January.
No weight lost in February.

Total inches lost:
32 inches lost in January.
13.5 inches lost in February - this really took me by surprise.
45.5 inches lost to date - YAY!

12/31
Weight 180
Neck 15
Chest 41
Bust 45
Midriff 38
waist 40 (on Nov 16th, 2 weeks before my surgery, this measurement was 48". The additional 8 inches is not factored into my inch loss.)
Belly 45
Hips 45
Thigh 26
Knee 20
Calf 15.5
Ankle 8.5
Bicep 16
Forearm 9.5
Wrist 6.25
Hair 16

1/31
Weight 170
Neck 14.5
Chest 37
Bust 42
Midriff 35
Waist 35 (I've lost 13 inches since Nov here!)
Belly 43
Hips 42
Thigh 24.5
Knee 16
Calf 14.75
Ankle 8
Bicep 12.5
Forearm 8.75
Wrist 5.75
Hair 18 (I'm growing my hair...)

2/28
Weight 170
Neck 13.5
Chest 35
Bust 40
Midriff 33.5
Waist 33 (I've lost 15 inches since Nov here!)
Belly 42
Hips 40
Thigh 23.5
Knee 15.5
Calf 14.5
Ankle 8
Bicep 12.5
Forearm 8.5
Wrist 5.75
Hair 18.5 (I'm growing my hair...)




Wow. I was totally wrong about the changes. I'm excited. My daughter asked me if the new picture was one of the ones she was playing around with in photoshop in January. NO IT IS NOT! There is absolutely no photo shopping done here at all.

She was amazed.

I'm amazed she's still living. LOL.

Again, can't wait to see the changes for next month and this time hope a few more pounds fall off. I'm not going to be staying off the scales for a month at a time. I'm going back to my regular routine of weighing daily. While I think it works well for others, I don't think it works well for me.

306 days or 10 months to go.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Day 45 That Bright Shiny Object? Closer Than It Appears


photo credit ♥.·•Lovely Haru!•·.♥@flickr (seriously...)

You may not realize it, this just being Valentine's Day and all, but there are only 157 days left til the first day of summer. You've rolled your eyes at me, but I did detect your split second heart rate increase. Yes, I did.

If you do absolutely nothing different between now and then you'll spend another summer wishing you were fit and trim at the beach in your new orange bikini. Or whatever rings your bell. Speaking of which, I guess the only logical choice was to put the pink bikini on the doll with pink hair but I oh so wanted to see it the other way around *shrug*

Seriously, if you're one of the 17.2 billion of us who suddenly have that gigantic bright shiny object in the sky come out of no where, leaving a wake of frumpy sweat clad wearers behind, maybe now would be the time to make some inroads...

Today I ate 2,567 raw calories, banged out 2.5 miles at a 4.0 average pace and swam 1 mile - which was 60 straight minutes. I kinda love what's going on with this. I walk around in impossibly baggy sweats, sometimes two pair at a time because it's freakin' cold here. I wear plain, non-descript shirts and over-sized jackets. I toss my hair into a pony tail and forget the make up. I look 'like crap' most of the time. No one sees me. I'm completely invisible. I walk through the market and no one notices me. I go to the gym and though I have less clothes on, I don't have fancy work out stuff. My racing suits are ratty and I'm glad. I'm the invisible woman. I could have gone dancing on both Friday and Saturday nights - the two best days of the entire year thanks to Valentine's Day but I stayed home. On purpose. I washed oranges. I did laundry. I was happy.

Why? Because this is time for me. Just me. I don't care what anyone thinks. In an hour I could dress up and look 'hot' by some standards but that's not what this time is for. This is time for me to finally take care of me, work on my diet, my body and my life. I've never consciously devoted any amount of time, much less a year to the care and feeding of myself. Oh, yes to quite a few others - boyfriends, daughter, my elderly mother, former ungrateful spouse, squirrels, birds, dogs, cats, fish, hamsters, neighbor pets - but never myself.

When would be a good time to start taking care of you? What will you do with your next 157 days? What will you do for yourself over the next year?

Friday, February 12, 2010

Day 43 Pilates Free - For ME!


When I lived in L.A. I used to attend Pilates classes. Let me tell you, it's a LOT harder than it looks. Sleek little machines with shiny cords and hand holdy things - what could be easier? Well after they scraped me off of it the first time, I had respect.

I moved shortly there after to somewhere the word Pilates didn't even exist. That is until QVC. My friend, a quirky 6'2" guy, saw it on TV and thought that was just what he needed to tone up his already rock hard body.

I remember him telling me about it on the phone. It sounded like a Pilates reformer. But surely he did not just buy a reformer, did he? His description left me confused. He couldn't really read the writing on the side so I was clueless. He's a true country boy who has somehow managed to unwittingly slather metro all over himself.

When I saw it I said, "OMG you have a PILATES REFORMER!" He gave me a bewildered look. Even HE didn't know he was doing Pilates - despite the fact it says right on it: Pilates Power Gym. My friend isn't the most literate or worldly guy, but he's genuine. It cracked me up.

Well, I was secretly jealous of the sleek little steel machine with all the bells and whistles. He was doing the coolest work out around and didn't even know it. At about $300 there was no way I could ever get one. Anytime I'd visit I'd look at it with envy.

The good thing about QVC, however, is they always have something new. Couple that with the fact my friend is a QVC addict and you have a marketers dream. When he gets home from late shift he's always seeing what the latest greatest thing is on TV. I can't even begin to name the various interesting gadgets he has in his house now.

Last night at 3 am he calls me.

He said, "I have a gift for you. Would you like my machine thing that you love?"
"Umm - your Pilates thing?! OMG, what? Really? YES!", I said emphatically.
He said, "I saw a new one on QVC and I just ordered it. I'll bring this one over tomorrow afternoon all oiled and cleaned up for you. Happy Valentines' Day!"

Wow! So right on time my cool new gleaming Pilates reformer shows up, complete with the DVDs it came with.

Now I just need to find the time and motivation to use it.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Day 39 Some Days Chicken. Next Day Feathers.


This photo sums up my day exactly

I had a very long and tedious day today cleaning up a total mess. There was no time for myself and no food. I packed food for my day but left it on the counter :( It's freezing beyond belief here and after a 12 hour day with no food I'm just beat. Some days chicken. Next day feathers. It just happens. I grabbed something later but it wasn't the best thing and now I'm sick. Tomorrow will be a better day.

In other news I bought a new orange squeeger thing. You know, a thing that juices oranges :) I'm pretty excited about it. At least I think I will be once this awful bone piercing exhaustion wears off sometime tomorrow.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Day 38 YES They Had NO Bananas Today!


OMG I absolutely could not believe my eyes when I finally got through the crowds at Whole Foods to discover that YES they had NO bananas today! I just stood there in astonishment, blinking away, while the sign that loomed over the deserted lot came into focus and said something about their inability to get fresh produce due to the weather conditions at their warehouse in Washington, D.C.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

My daughter reminded me we needed to get water, too, so it wasn't a total loss but it certainly felt like a total loss. I can live without water. I can't live without bananas!!!

So, off to Paul's Fruit Stand I went. The locked gates reminded me they're closed on Sunday. What are they some puritanical fruit eaters - they don't eat fruit on Sunday? Holy freaking cow.

I begrudgingly drove to Kroger where they had plenty of bananas. Sadly they were mostly green and pathetic looking. I grabbed 3 big bunches since another storm is due. I then stopped at Costco and stocked up on oranges. Truth of the matter is I can just eat more oranges. I actually like them better, they're just not as user-friendly and I'm staring down the day from hell tomorrow and I need user-friendly food. Such is life.

I texted Lori (BFF) to casually inquire about her banana stock...and she said she had 3 left. Well, that's not going to do anyone any good at all! LOL - thank you Lori for sensing the panic in my text and offering me your last 3 bananas. It might have been the all caps that gave me away.

I'll be okay. I just want to carry on about it :D

Friday, February 5, 2010

Day 36 Week 5


YES I'm a day late and a banana short on this one. I don't know what I was thinking last night but I'd had the longest day that never ended and to add insult to injury, I was up all night. Which then made me sleep half the damn day today. I hate that.

For week 5 I walked 9.25 miles, swam 1.5 miles and ate 37 bananas. To date I've walked 26.15 miles, swam 6 miles and have eaten 142 bananas. Is that a bushel? Who knows. But while you're here, go visit the farm that my bananas came from today. Pretty wild! This farm has really big bananas compared to some other farms I've gotten bananas from. I'm wondering if Lori's bananas came from farm 633 as well. Though she did report that the bananas I gave her were definitely better than other bananas she's had. Can't wait to find out which farm she had. Keep those stickers woman!

Again I've had a stressful week and I'm pretty unhappy with parts of my life and I don't mean my diet. Things need to change. I can't keep doing things like this to myself, I'm destroying my body. I also need support from other people who eat like I do and I think I'm going to get that now, which will help.

If you're following this and serious, it will help you to connect with others on the same path. I did discover there is ONE other person in my city (that we know of...) who ascribes to 80/10/10, also called LFRV - Low Fat Raw Vegan. Maybe I can meet him. There is a girl another city away and I hope to get together with her as well.

5 weeks down, 47 to go!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Day 34 Orange Secrets

About a billion years ago when I was a teen I somehow ended up with a copy of Jethro Kloss's book, "Back to Eden". In it was a small section on the 'orange cleansing diet'. I remember I followed it and one of the benefits was my hair grew ridiculously fast. It always did grow fast but this was like over 2 inches a month and the effects seemed to last well past the month I followed the cleanse. I never did the orange cleansing diet for a whole month or months on end. I didn't have free access to fruit as a teen (which is sad...) but when I was able to get 3 days worth of oranges in, I went for it.

I LOVE ORANGES. I admit I like them much more than bananas, but they're not as user friendly. I hate peeling them and getting it all into my finger nails and so I'm forever slicing them. Not something you can readily do while driving down the highway. Anyway periodically I'll remember the orange cleansing diet and follow it for 5 or more days. My skin will glow like never before and my hair will grow like a weed. In my mind it consisted of eating nothing but oranges for the duration of several days to a week.

Upon a closer look at Jethro's book, I see that's not exactly what it says. Hmmm. It says something about the juice and then doing other things that possibly should not be done and well - let's just leave it at that. Then there is another section that talks about just eating oranges. Hmmm.

Anyway, what I'm here to tell you is that if you eat an abundance of fresh oranges, either on their own as a 'mono meal' (or meals...) or with other fruit you might just be surprised at the bonus results you get from them. Longer hair, clearer skin, etc. If you haven't noticed from my stats my hair grew two inches in the last month. So, even at this age and all I've endured it's still effective.

I eat 2-4 large oranges a day and have been for the last month. Of course I ate a lot of other fruit, too, but I know that oranges seem to have some special powers when it comes to my hair. Whatever it is, I highly recommend it.

Orange you glad you read this? :D

Monday, February 1, 2010

Day 32 New Month!

I'm kind of excited - a whole new month to get at it again. Sort of like getting a new lease every 30 days. The only thing I'm really concerned about right now is that the numbering thing on the days is going to get harder. During January it was easy. What day is it? I'd simply have to look at a calendar to see it's January 5th - Day 5! Now it's all messed up and I'll have to look at my last post to see what my next post needs to be. I'm probably making it harder than it has to be - my forte. Got any ideas?

I spent last month getting things right, and of course, getting them wrong sometimes too. I bought a large variety of fruit but discovered I really only wanted certain things. I pretty much ate everything I bought but wish I'd stuck to the few things that I kept craving - bananas, oranges, grapes, melons, cherries. I'm not really fond of mangos. I hate peeling them and hate cutting them almost as much as I hate peeling them! There are a few left. I'll try to eat them so they don't go to waste.

While I'm here, for the record: I hate celery. I've put up with it smeared with peanut butter or in chicken soup but no more. I don't have to eat celery if I don't like it. YAY for me! Sometimes I really like salad and other times I eat it because I need to. I make a salad dressing now that I like and once in a great while just put a little garlic salt on it. I like that, but I don't really want to eat the salt. Someone told me that dried celery is salty and used by raw foodists. I HATE CELERY. So, we probably won't be trying that! LOL!

This month I'm going to stick to my simpler fruit choices, endeavor to work out more and make a concerted effort, even if it means duct tape, to stay off the scale the entire month. I'd like to work hard this month and be surprised (in hopefully a thrilled way...) at the end of the month.

February is supposed to be a very good month for me (Pisces, yes, I'm one of those people...) and so I want to get the most out of this month. I am ahead of the game, though. I had planned a 5 lb a month weight loss over the next 12 months, but I lost 10 last month. YAY! I'd love it if I could continue to lose 10 lbs a month. We'll see. If not, Christmas is still coming :)

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Day 31 Weights, Measures and Pictures!

Well, it's finally been a month!

I was thinking last night when I went to bed that there really wasn't going to be much discernible change with my measurements and I was certain there would be no change in the timeline photos for the last month.

I was so happy to see I was wrong! How often can you say that?! LOL!

So, here are all the stats and pics. They speak for themselves. I wanted to add that the surgery that's noted on the pics was a hysterectomy where they found a severe case of endometriosis. I did not have a tummy tuck or gastric surgery or anything like that. I am now 8 weeks post op from all of that.

Starting weight: 192 (Nov)
Current weight: 170

Total weight lost: 22 lbs since November. 10 lbs lost in January

Total inches lost: 32 inches to date since Jan 1

12/31
Weight 180
Neck 15
Chest 41
Bust 45
Midriff 38
waist 40 (on Nov 16th, 2 weeks before my surgery, this measurement was 48". The additional 8 inches is not factored into my inch loss.)
Belly 45
Hips 45
Thigh 26
Knee 20
Calf 15.5
Ankle 8.5
Bicep 16
Forearm 9.5
Wrist 6.25
Hair 16

1/31

Weight 170
Neck 14.5
Chest 37
Bust 42
Midriff 35
Waist 35 (I've lost 13 inches since Nov here!)
Belly 43
Hips 42
Thigh 24.5
Knee 16
Calf 14.75
Ankle 8
Bicep 12.5
Forearm 8.75
Wrist 5.75
Hair 18 (I'm growing my hair...)



YAY! I'm excited. 334 days or 11 months to go. Can't wait to see the changes for next month!

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Day 30 Books, Cavemen, the FDA and Visiting Flat Planets

I get some fearful feedback in real life and online about why I'd follow the 80/10/10 book. It seems virtually anything in my life that isn't perfect is suddenly being blamed on bananas. I can understand that to a degree - people think I'm doing something very radical and it scares them. I know my friends and people care about me and really just want the best for me. I can appreciate that.

Every diet book has negative reviews. If you think about it, there is not a single diet that is agreed upon by everyone to be the best diet for feeding human beings. It's really crazy since we're the 'smartest' of beings, yet we really have no idea what to feed ourselves. No other animal or organism has this problem. Additionally, no other animal or organism cooks its food. Last, but not least, man discovered fire well after he was genetically on his way, so no one can say we were genetically programmed to cook our food. If we were, we'd have been doing it either as primates or back in the Garden of Eden. The time span of early man and the beginning of cooking with fire is data anyone can look up. If you only look at cavemen, however, the data really doesn't go too far back before man started cooking and as I said in previous blog posts, the scientists also point to when man started cooking food as to when they first started seeing disease states. This book or not, it's obvious to me man ate something other than cooked food, cooked meat to be precise, before the advent of fire. He simply had to have eaten something other than cooked food prior to the discovery and use of fire.

I do look at 'data' in books and there may be some flawed data in this book as there may be in all books of this type, but what I was interested in and looking at had to do with our natural, authentic diet and I felt this was pretty much the way we were genetically encoded to eat - give or take a few percentages back and forth. That was my quest when I started out on this path. I found this book on my quest for an authentic diet and felt it most closely matched how we were genetically encoded to eat. I didn't just pick this book up and say, "Oh this sounds good, I'll try this." I was actively seeking what our authentic diet was well before Nabisco came on the scene and I did months of reading and thinking before even buying it, much less trying it.

I felt if I could figure out what we were encoded to eat I'd finally find the way to feel better. I know there is no way we were genetically coded to eat things that did not even exist back when man started. Whether you're of the Eve theory or the Primate theory, this makes the most sense to me of anything I've not only read, but experienced: We're not genetically encoded to eat Oreos, nor a whole host of other garbage that's on the grocery store shelves today. Our diets are a disaster for our species. One look at the obesity and illness all around us should be a big clue that something is very wrong here.

Whether it's exactly 10% fat or 20% fat or whatever, I don't know, but to me this most closely replicates the food we should be eating. The food we eat today really has only been around for less than 100 years and I'm not talking about oranges and bananas. What we were 'born to eat' was what I was in search of, particularly since absolutely nothing else has worked for me in terms of the bloating and difficulty in losing weight as well as feeling extremely run down and horrible every single freakin' day of my life for at least the past decade. I have spent years saying things like, I felt really good on November 17th, 2006 but that was pretty much it for that year. How sick is that? I can tell you our Healing Diet at BreastHealthOnline did heal me when I could not heal for anything. I mostly followed it through the years because I do know balancing our blood sugar is crucial no matter what diet you're on, but I never could get below 170 lbs, I could never stop, control or understand the incessant and horrific bloating that I lived with on a daily basis and I could never get my energy up off the floor except for a few scant days over a 5 year period. To me, that's not living.

Now, this is not to say I don't have some issues with this book. I do. In terms of calcium, this book does not address this, especially for a woman who was just forced into menopause. Calcium deficiency and bones turning to dust in women is a very real thing. It's possible if I ate this diet from birth, I'd not have my calcium wasted away by whatever 20th century mechanisms are stripping me of it. Maybe I would not have needed a hysterectomy either, but most people come into this book as adults with all our baggage and so I feel calcium for women needs to be addressed and as a woman you need to look out for yourself. He says that calcium is perfectly packaged in plant material and that if you need more calcium you should seek out sources with greater values. That's great, but like I said, I was probably already deficient, heck I was extremely Vit. D deficient and these go hand in hand and I'm not actually finding it so easy to get it out of my diet. The biggest source of calcium I can find is sesame seeds but to eat it in sufficient quantities for calcium spikes my fat intake. So, this info is not helpful to me and I'm not dealing with a perfect body coming into this, in fact, my body was just altered to boot. The book doesn't cover what to feed children, it doesn't address what state you might be in when embarking and the book isn't written specifically for menopausal women.

It doesn't mean the book doesn't have value. No book can cover everything for everyone. Being a responsible, fairly intelligent adult, I realize I have calcium needs and I need to look at my specific situation to make sure I'm taking care of them. No book can do that for me and I knew that well before January 1st when I started this. I spent all of January looking at what I was eating and how much calcium I was getting so I'd have a baseline. I specifically tracked my calcium. It's not enough based on whatever standards the FDA and RDA people are currently hawking and as you know, they change their minds as well as change the food pyramid at will and sometimes argue within themselves about how much of whatever we really are supposed to be getting. Despite the fact the 'data' is apparently a bit floaty and ungrounded within these agencies we'll suddenly cling to their findings if anyone outside them says anything that varies from what they determine to be true. Visited any flat planets lately? Whatever the case, I'm supplementing now and I have supplemented with Vit. D for the last few years when I was found to be very deficient - despite being a California girl in the sun for nearly my whole life.

Which brings me to pretty much my only other issue with the book: I think his recommendation that everyone should get 15 min of direct sunlight on as much of their bare skin as possible each day is a great idea. However, if it's winter in North America, not only is there no sun (it's currently been snowing like hell where I am) but the trajectory of the sun is such that it wouldn't matter if I ran naked and freezing in the street on a 'sunny winter day' here, I'd not get the benefit of Vit. D because the UV rays are not strong enough for it to be produced on my skin. Don't take my word for it - look it up. There is plenty of bonafide research on this. I'm a huge proponent of people carefully examining their Vit D levels and making sure they're getting enough, despite much controversy over how much supplementation is necessary. Bottom line though, you're not going to get it through your skin in the dead of winter in much of North America.

There is also good info about Vit D and pain levels, such as at the Mayo Clinic, which is how it was discovered I was severely Vit. D deficient a few years ago. I had endless stomach pain every night, all night, which stopped within 10 days of prescription supplementation. So, I think the section on sunlight should have been expanded, but he touts being able to get all you need without supplementation, which is probably why those areas (calcium and Vit. D) are not expanded upon.

Basically, I strongly feel this is the way for me to eat. But I need to be mindful of my nutrition and take steps whenever and wherever I feel I need. This includes seeing my doctor to track levels of important nutrients and systems - like thyroid. In my opinion, the book is a good basis about how we were genetically programmed to eat. Considering the year and the society we live in, there may need to be some tweaks, just like there is with everyone's diet. Even people on the ADA diet, possibly the most accepted diet by general western thinking, needs to be reviewed to fit each person and each person really needs to look at how they feel and adjust accordingly.

Of course, almost no one does this. How many people really follow their doctors diet advice to the letter? How many diabetics really follow the ADA diet to the letter, despite their survival depending upon it? How many people follow and stick to any weight loss diet, much less a diet lifestyle? I can't begin to tell you how many patients at BreastHealthOnline will look at our healing diet and choose to add just yogurt and bananas to their regular diet and proclaim they're following our Healing Diet. Then they can't figure out why they're not healing. When I ask them to detail their food and then point out what a disaster their diet is and why it's not working, they simply get mad at me. But those that will follow it do heal.

As human beings we are creatures of habit who often refuse to take responsibility for our own diet and health. We want professionals to fix us but we don't want to be told what to do. When presented with any information, in particular about our diet, we're massively resistant, distrustful and can find a myriad of reasons as to why it won't work/we can't do it. We are adults but we often act like 5 year olds with our diets and do what we want regardless of the most compelling and respected information out there. And so it goes until you can face yourself in the mirror and accept responsibility for your own health and your own diet. Until then you'll continue to play this game with yourself which should be titled, "Gambling with your life", because that's exactly what you're doing. You may not pay the price now but you'll pay the price in your later years. Hospitals and nursing homes are filled with geriatric patients suffering a multitude of health problems and someday that bed may be yours. If you don't think your diet affects your health then maybe we all need to start talking to the researchers who said they started to see disease states when food first started to be cooked. Even if you don't follow a raw diet, you can be more honest with yourself. You know there are things you can do to have a better diet and you know what those things are.

In other news a number of friends have given me input on my foot trouble, which I so appreciate. I want to hear anything I might be missing - it's all good. Thing is, it isn't the actual skin. There is no rash, no dryness. It feels irritated but it doesn't look irritated. You can't see anything on it at all and more so, I've not had to daily tend to dry cracked heels anymore at all. It's a miracle - I've had the same daily foot ritual for 300 years and I no longer have to be a slave to it. In fact, my skin - whole body skin - is just incredible. Generally my skin is dry as well as bumpy and congested all over, even worse in the winter. I hate it. It's dead winter now and my skin is just smooth and silky and hydrated. As to my foot, it may be either calcium or just my running shoes. My feet are extremely sensitive, and the left one in particular as it was crushed a long time ago. It also may be stress. I had 'restless leg syndrome' when I lived with my ex. I noted two nights ago this reminded me of that, a sort of crawling and nervous, jittery feeling inside. I lived with a tremendous amount of stress at that time. Within 2 weeks of leaving him, the shaking, crawling and discomfort in my legs and feet stopped. Maybe it wasn't restless leg syndrome - maybe there should have been another term for it like 'living with alcoholism and terrorism every single day syndrome'. I'm going through a lot of stress right now and I'm sort of wondering if that may also be playing a part. Then again as another friend pointed out, I just had a hysterectomy 8 weeks ago, it might be my hormones. Everyone wants to immediately blame this book for anything and everything that ails me but that's just not fair.

As far as dry skin goes, I was actually concerned about this when I started. My skin was already dry to the point of redness and rashy over much of my body and has been my whole life. The last thing I wanted was for my skin to become more of a problem than it already was and as I said previously, it's completely transformed into smooth, silky and hydrated. In Steve Pavlina's 30 day blog he reported dry skin (he wasn't really specific on where) but did talk about dry, cracked hands. My right thumb is terribly cracked and I'm sporting a bandaid and some A&D ointment. Thing is - they crack every single winter. I remember being in Paris and in SO much pain one winter. I ran crying into a pharmacy in search of more bandaids and ointment and it took months to finally get over it. It's cracked right now. I also scrubbed a tub, a counter, 2 sinks and 3 floors yesterday with cleansers and my hands are in a lot of water washing fruit everyday. Other than one thumb being cracked as it is every winter, nothing is different. It has nothing to do with my diet or this book.

If you've not read the book and more importantly, not tried any of it, don't throw the baby out with the bath water. There is a lot of value in this book in terms of just candida alone. In fact, if i told you to cut the fat back in your current diet and watch the cause and effect, you might see some changes for yourself. What I appreciated about the book was learning to look at candida differently. But book aside, go and be totally honest with yourself. Track your current diet on Fit day or Nutridiary - the latter which I hear is better. See how much fat you're eating and then cut it back, play with it and see what you can bring about for yourself. I've battled candida for so long. I remember spending a fortune on a case of Threelac because I was so desperate and determined to rid myself of this horrible bloating and they promised the 'cure'. It did not work and that was not the only 'cure' I spent money on. I had some corn chips last night (have I mentioned the huge amt of stress lately?) which sadly made me feel horrible and I had bad bloating :( It's funny because no one really cared what I ate before, be it Top Ramen and Ding Dongs for that matter (I didn't but you get my point), but people tend to freak out over me eating fresh fruits and vegetables, which I find interesting. My former diet never helped me before and this is definitely helping in many realms. Besides, you get to watch me to do it and you don't have to experience one lick of it if you don't want to. Win/win? Maybe...

No one has to do anything. No one has to go raw, much less 80/10/10, and very few people could just cold turkey do 100% raw much less 80/10/10 straight out of the box coming off a standard American diet. I worked my way into this before this year started and still I ate some corn chips last night - it happens. I've only been following 80/10/10 full on for 30 days and they say it can take a year to finally rid yourself of doing these things to yourself. I don't happen to think a few corn chips is such a big deal considering how far I've come and what I'm going through now in my personal life. I could have ran over to Arbys and gone crazy, but I absolutely didn't do that, nor did I consider it on any level. I think that's really big progress for anyone.

So, if you were curious, you could simply add a lot more fruit and raw vegetables to your diet and cut back on fats and go from there. The American diet is 35-45% percent fat. Cut it to 20%, eat a breakfast entirely of fruit each morning and build from there based on how you feel. If you are eating a raw diet now, track your food and review your fat. You might be surprised at the numbers. Many raw diets are very high in fat, even upwards of 60 - 80%, which is crazy. No one needs that much fat in their diet. Track your food and see where you can make some changes.

Stay tuned for tomorrow for a much shorter blog where I'll be updating my weight, measurements and timeline (body) pictures. YAY!

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Day 28 Week 4

I've lost 9 pounds since the first of the New Year and 21 pounds total since last year (November). I've also lost more than 20 inches now. There will be an update with timeline pics on the 31st on all that.

For week 4 I've walked 3.5 miles, swam .25 miles and have eaten 29 bananas. To date I've walked 16.9 miles, swam 4.5 miles and have eaten 105 bananas. Okay, that made me laugh! It so weird now I go into Whole Foods and think nothing of grabbing multiple bunches of organic bananas, in various stages of ripeness. People look at me funny. Then again, they did before I started buying bananas. Shut up. LOL

This week has also been hard again on the home front and with stress. I've felt low energy but also didn't eat as much and I did not get as much exercise, either. I've not slept that well for a variety of factors. Some related to me and some not. I have some really big things on my mind and it's pretty much consuming my every thought. I feel a little distracted!

I'm a little concerned about my calcium and my friend Joyce who is a nurse reminded me of magnesium. I need to check those levels in my nutrition but I did take some liquid calcium and magnesium today. We'll see if the jittery sleep goes away. Being post surgery, my body may need more calcium and it's not as easy to get. I just don't want to put my bones at risk. Over time I will probably find ways to solve all this without supplements.

I stocked up on a bunch of new fruit and ate a lot more today and will continue to do so. Actually, it was really good. I had a 'perfect' day of eating and want to make sure it stays that way. I really like my salads with fresh squeezed tangerine juice, it's yummy and I'm glad I think I've made it over the salad dressing hurdle. Whew.

The biggest strides are made when you fully give into this. Can't wait for the Sunday weigh, measure and update.

4 weeks down, 48 to go!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Day 23 Fruit Phobia and Other Psychosis

You may not realize this, I hadn't even realized this until I entered into this, but most people are fruit phobic. Don't think so? Okay, how much fruit did you eat today? One piece? None? Do you rarely eat fruit? Why is that? It's because we've all been conditioned that it's too much SUGAR. Even the food pyramid doesn't allow for much fruit. But I bet you'll freely eat a donut - heck the grain section of the pyramid is way bigger! And you may regularly eat dessert at a restaurant if not after dinner at home frequently as well and if you're me - you want (wanted) dessert after every meal. That's right, breakfast, lunch, dinner and even snacks.

Well gosh, you've just got to get a grip and have more willpower! Don't you? But day after day we sadly fail. We can't help ourselves. We crave sweets like they're going out of style and as of 1999 Americans consume a little over 158 lbs of sugar a year, and the number increases every year. Even more interesting is that fruit is not part of this tally.

So, we eagerly consume 158 lbs of sugar a year - that's 13 pounds of the stuff a month or almost a half a pound a day yet I bet very few people reading my blog eat 13 lbs of fruit in a month.

The reason you crave SO MUCH sugar is we're designed to eat sweet fruit and lots of it. But, we don't allow ourselves to, so instead we consume 13 lbs a month of other sugar to try to fill the genetic need. I mean, you can't be going eating 6 bananas a day and 4 oranges and several apples and who knows what else! Who does that? That's NOT okay in our society. I've had people write me and say 6 bananas a day are waaaay too much and I'm going to do bad things to my blood sugar and become very sick. People get really passionate about it, nearly as passionate as the protein issue, which is coming up tomorrow, but no one says a word if I consume 13 lbs a month of sugar in the form of cane, beet, or corn, now do they? No, they don't.

Couple this with being a woman, and if you're a woman in this society you come up against the fact that we can never eat what we want or as much as we want or we'll be fat and to be fat in this society is the social and often professional death knell. Most women fall into this category. Yes, there are the skinny girls who can eat anything and everything and never gain and we hate you. Okay, not really - LOL - but most of us fall into the other category and my point is that we are always restricting our food in some way, all the while being out of our minds with cravings. If we don't, we weigh ungodly amounts and we suffer atrocities at every level - personal, professional, you name it. We're treated differently by men, women, doctors, lawyers - everyone - including ourselves. So, even if you refuse to 'play the game' and don't restrict yourself, most people still feel it and it's ugly.

So, here I am, able to eat as much fruit as I want and I'm having trouble with it. Why? Because of the whole frickin' paragraph above! I'm conditioned by society to NOT EAT and in particular, not eat FRUIT.

I know I'm not eating enough everyday and so I have to work at it. Imagine that! I've spent years restricting all my food but especially fruit! I'm having to work at eating all I want. Maybe Lori would say this is another one of my non-problems and she may be right as she usually is, but it's something to witness.

I know my weight stands still when I don't eat enough and I know the fact I was tired the last few days is because I haven't eaten enough, coupled with a lot of stress. I have to wrap my head around the fact I get to shed a lifetime of ugly and unfair rules about food, except I feel ill-equipped! You'd think I'd dive right in.

Conditioning runs deep so I'll have to keep working on it. I have all year to 'get it right' but hope to arrive there a little sooner than 12/31!

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Day 21 Week 3

3 weeks? It seems a lot longer! LOL! Not in a bad way, though today was like forever and a year, but not due to my food.

I've lost 8 pounds since the first week of the New Year and 20 pounds total since last year. I've also lost 20 inches, and those are from January 1st to date.

For week 3 I've walked 4.7 miles, swam 1.5 miles and have eaten 36 bananas. To date I've walked 13.4 miles, swam 4.16 miles and have eaten 76 bananas. Who knew?

This has been a pretty rough week. Lots going on and many distractions and lots of stress. Hopefully next week won't kill me like this one did. It was just a series of unfortunate events.

I admit to be pretty banana obsessed. I'm always buying them, always carrying one or two, always on the look out for the correct ripeness and always worrying I won't be able to get them if I need them.

DR. PHIL!!!


Other than that, things are fine. I'm hoping the next week is a little better though. I still need to eat more, get a little more organized and not do bad things to myself like try food I shouldn't be eating. Hopefully lesson learned.

But still, progress. 3 weeks down, 49 to go!

Here's the most current before and after face shot:

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Day 20 Does Everyone Have Collar Bones?

Does everyone have collar bones? No, really. I mean it. Logic tells me we do. Those odd (hopefully fake) skeletons in the doctor's office tell me we do but I have to tell you, I've not seen mine in so long, I'm wondering if I really do possess a pair.

I did discover after nose surgery I was missing cartilage that everyone else has, according to the quite miffed and confused doctor who operated on me. I was missing an apparently much needed part of my nose, so why not collar bones? Did aliens abduct them along with my nasal cartilage? I do have a 4 hour period of missing time where I was driving and ended up in the middle of the desert, in California no less. If that isn't proof enough of aliens, I don't know what is. Is that where my collar bones went? Or is it just they're buried, deep beneath...I shudder to think.

Help me out here. Are your collar bones missing, too? I have a pic of me from 15 years ago and I see some faint bumps. I was 105 lbs, a size 2 with a 20" waist and still I can't detect I have collar bones. Is there such a thing as shy collar bones? Why don't/won't mine stick out?

It just doesn't seem fair. I'll let you know the minute they surface. In the meantime, tell me if you can find them in this picture.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Day 19 I Picked The Wrong Week To...

I had the day from hell with little sleep, way too much to do and not enough hours to do it in. It was a mad dash to get everything done before 5pm because I made a commitment to attend a local raw food group's potluck with Lori (BFF!) tonight. I was really sweating it through much of the day but things eased up once we finally set our bowls on the buffet table and settled in.

Normally I live for potlucks and this potluck was one of the most beautiful and diverse I'd seen. But since having gone Commando with my food I was faced with a lot of raw but prepared/multi-ingredient foods that all looked yummy but weren't really legal for me. I made raw chow mein for everyone else and we brought a big bowl of bananas and red grapes so I'd be sure to have something I could eat. However, I decided in the spirit of the group to try things, and I have to say everything was truly wonderful.

Unfortunately, it looks like I picked the wrong week to stop sniffing glue :) I'm paying the price with a very sore belly from all the added oils, salt, spices and multiple combinations of the foods. It'll pass and I'll get all that extra fat out of my system in a few days. I know, I have all year to work on this. I'm just trying to simplify things and get my energy levels back up as high as I can. I've lived with exhaustion for too long. Setting myself back probably isn't such a good thing but that's life. I think next time I'll stick to my path, though I'm happy to create something more interesting for the rest of the group.

I was really excited to eat a banana on the way home :)

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Day 17 My Non-Problem

Lori, BFF, informs me I am the proud owner of a non-problem. Anytime anyone loses weight and has a problem along these lines they're really sporting nothing more than a non-problem.

She's right. Nonetheless, I'm going to gripe about it anyway :)

I've become the Goldilocks of the bathing suit world. I realized a few days ago when my sleek form fitting Speedo racing suit was acting more like a thong bikini and riding up (and down) in all the wrong places that it had perhaps gotten a tad too big. After registering a 20 lb/20 inch loss it drove the point home to me even further. It's too big.

Never to fear. I've had a smaller suit waiting in the wings for about 4 years. Shut up. I gleefully popped it on this morning only to discover it's too small.

Great. My choice is to expose my derriere and breasts, or have the fat on my back poke out in a way that may qualify me for front page inclusion over at the PeopleofWalmart.com. By the way, the Bride of Chucky is my fav of the day.

At around $45 a pop, a new suit just isn't in the cards. I also realized I'm going to repeat this scene a few time over until I reach the promised land. Even if suits were $20, it's just not in the cards. Maybe I need a Speedo fund or something. Maybe Speedo will sponsor me. Anyone less than 6 degrees from someone important at Speedo? Let me know. Yeah, right. Speedo is gonna sponsor some fat chick who swims a half a mile 3 x a week.

I chose the latter and headed off to the pool. While there were children screaming and running away, I finally realized it wasn't at me. It was baby day at the pool. Whew. Now if I can stay out of Walmart I'll be home free.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Day 16 TWENTY POUNDS

No, not the sequel to a Will Smith movie. I've lost 20 pounds! While I'm at it, I also lost 20 inches!

The start of the loss count was November 16 - so two months ago. I lost 12 lbs between November 16th and January 1st. Since the first of the year I've lost 8 more pounds, which in two weeks is no small potatoes. Or in my case, bananas! I can't remember the last time I lost 20 lbs and I'm pretty excited.

The 20 inches, however, was within the last two weeks and pardon the pun, that's huge! Thing is, I didn't even realize it. It's freakin' cold here. It's been -1 degree in the mornings when I take my daughter to the bus. I've been wearing bike shorts covered by two pair of very thick heavy men's sweats and multiple shirts and multiple hoodies and jackets for a few weeks now. I kinda look and feel like the Michelin man. Yes, I do take them off to shower and go to bed but I had no idea all that had happened. I don't look at my body much. I didn't realize I'd been shrinking beneath all those layers. I put on my jeans from last month and went - uhhhh this isn't going to work! I tossed them all into hot water and a hot dryer to try to shrink them. There's no way I can afford to replace all these things right now.

Come to think of it, this must be why my racing suit is falling off of me at the pool!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I LOVE BEING BLONDE!!!

For the bean (or should I say banana?) counters, here are the numbers since on Fitday it's not so easy to view all this.

192 lbs ---> 172

Neck 15
Chest 41
Bust 45
Midriff 38
waist 40 (on Nov 16th, 2 weeks before my surgery, this measurement was 48"!)
Belly 45
Hips 45
Thigh 26
Knee 20
Calf 15.5
Ankle 8.5
Bicep 16
Forearm 9.5
Wrist 6.25
Hair Length 16 (I'm growing my hair longer...)

Neck 14.5
Chest 39
Bust 45
Midriff 35
Waist 36 (I've lost 12" here since Nov 16th - twelve inches! A foot! LOL!!!)
Belly 44
Hips 43
Thigh 25
Knee 16.25
Calf 15
Ankle 8.25
Bicep 12.5
Forearm 8.34
Wrist 6
Hair 17 (grew an inch!)

Timeline pics and updated weight and measurements coming on January 31st.