Sunday, January 31, 2010

Day 31 Weights, Measures and Pictures!

Well, it's finally been a month!

I was thinking last night when I went to bed that there really wasn't going to be much discernible change with my measurements and I was certain there would be no change in the timeline photos for the last month.

I was so happy to see I was wrong! How often can you say that?! LOL!

So, here are all the stats and pics. They speak for themselves. I wanted to add that the surgery that's noted on the pics was a hysterectomy where they found a severe case of endometriosis. I did not have a tummy tuck or gastric surgery or anything like that. I am now 8 weeks post op from all of that.

Starting weight: 192 (Nov)
Current weight: 170

Total weight lost: 22 lbs since November. 10 lbs lost in January

Total inches lost: 32 inches to date since Jan 1

12/31
Weight 180
Neck 15
Chest 41
Bust 45
Midriff 38
waist 40 (on Nov 16th, 2 weeks before my surgery, this measurement was 48". The additional 8 inches is not factored into my inch loss.)
Belly 45
Hips 45
Thigh 26
Knee 20
Calf 15.5
Ankle 8.5
Bicep 16
Forearm 9.5
Wrist 6.25
Hair 16

1/31

Weight 170
Neck 14.5
Chest 37
Bust 42
Midriff 35
Waist 35 (I've lost 13 inches since Nov here!)
Belly 43
Hips 42
Thigh 24.5
Knee 16
Calf 14.75
Ankle 8
Bicep 12.5
Forearm 8.75
Wrist 5.75
Hair 18 (I'm growing my hair...)



YAY! I'm excited. 334 days or 11 months to go. Can't wait to see the changes for next month!

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Day 30 Books, Cavemen, the FDA and Visiting Flat Planets

I get some fearful feedback in real life and online about why I'd follow the 80/10/10 book. It seems virtually anything in my life that isn't perfect is suddenly being blamed on bananas. I can understand that to a degree - people think I'm doing something very radical and it scares them. I know my friends and people care about me and really just want the best for me. I can appreciate that.

Every diet book has negative reviews. If you think about it, there is not a single diet that is agreed upon by everyone to be the best diet for feeding human beings. It's really crazy since we're the 'smartest' of beings, yet we really have no idea what to feed ourselves. No other animal or organism has this problem. Additionally, no other animal or organism cooks its food. Last, but not least, man discovered fire well after he was genetically on his way, so no one can say we were genetically programmed to cook our food. If we were, we'd have been doing it either as primates or back in the Garden of Eden. The time span of early man and the beginning of cooking with fire is data anyone can look up. If you only look at cavemen, however, the data really doesn't go too far back before man started cooking and as I said in previous blog posts, the scientists also point to when man started cooking food as to when they first started seeing disease states. This book or not, it's obvious to me man ate something other than cooked food, cooked meat to be precise, before the advent of fire. He simply had to have eaten something other than cooked food prior to the discovery and use of fire.

I do look at 'data' in books and there may be some flawed data in this book as there may be in all books of this type, but what I was interested in and looking at had to do with our natural, authentic diet and I felt this was pretty much the way we were genetically encoded to eat - give or take a few percentages back and forth. That was my quest when I started out on this path. I found this book on my quest for an authentic diet and felt it most closely matched how we were genetically encoded to eat. I didn't just pick this book up and say, "Oh this sounds good, I'll try this." I was actively seeking what our authentic diet was well before Nabisco came on the scene and I did months of reading and thinking before even buying it, much less trying it.

I felt if I could figure out what we were encoded to eat I'd finally find the way to feel better. I know there is no way we were genetically coded to eat things that did not even exist back when man started. Whether you're of the Eve theory or the Primate theory, this makes the most sense to me of anything I've not only read, but experienced: We're not genetically encoded to eat Oreos, nor a whole host of other garbage that's on the grocery store shelves today. Our diets are a disaster for our species. One look at the obesity and illness all around us should be a big clue that something is very wrong here.

Whether it's exactly 10% fat or 20% fat or whatever, I don't know, but to me this most closely replicates the food we should be eating. The food we eat today really has only been around for less than 100 years and I'm not talking about oranges and bananas. What we were 'born to eat' was what I was in search of, particularly since absolutely nothing else has worked for me in terms of the bloating and difficulty in losing weight as well as feeling extremely run down and horrible every single freakin' day of my life for at least the past decade. I have spent years saying things like, I felt really good on November 17th, 2006 but that was pretty much it for that year. How sick is that? I can tell you our Healing Diet at BreastHealthOnline did heal me when I could not heal for anything. I mostly followed it through the years because I do know balancing our blood sugar is crucial no matter what diet you're on, but I never could get below 170 lbs, I could never stop, control or understand the incessant and horrific bloating that I lived with on a daily basis and I could never get my energy up off the floor except for a few scant days over a 5 year period. To me, that's not living.

Now, this is not to say I don't have some issues with this book. I do. In terms of calcium, this book does not address this, especially for a woman who was just forced into menopause. Calcium deficiency and bones turning to dust in women is a very real thing. It's possible if I ate this diet from birth, I'd not have my calcium wasted away by whatever 20th century mechanisms are stripping me of it. Maybe I would not have needed a hysterectomy either, but most people come into this book as adults with all our baggage and so I feel calcium for women needs to be addressed and as a woman you need to look out for yourself. He says that calcium is perfectly packaged in plant material and that if you need more calcium you should seek out sources with greater values. That's great, but like I said, I was probably already deficient, heck I was extremely Vit. D deficient and these go hand in hand and I'm not actually finding it so easy to get it out of my diet. The biggest source of calcium I can find is sesame seeds but to eat it in sufficient quantities for calcium spikes my fat intake. So, this info is not helpful to me and I'm not dealing with a perfect body coming into this, in fact, my body was just altered to boot. The book doesn't cover what to feed children, it doesn't address what state you might be in when embarking and the book isn't written specifically for menopausal women.

It doesn't mean the book doesn't have value. No book can cover everything for everyone. Being a responsible, fairly intelligent adult, I realize I have calcium needs and I need to look at my specific situation to make sure I'm taking care of them. No book can do that for me and I knew that well before January 1st when I started this. I spent all of January looking at what I was eating and how much calcium I was getting so I'd have a baseline. I specifically tracked my calcium. It's not enough based on whatever standards the FDA and RDA people are currently hawking and as you know, they change their minds as well as change the food pyramid at will and sometimes argue within themselves about how much of whatever we really are supposed to be getting. Despite the fact the 'data' is apparently a bit floaty and ungrounded within these agencies we'll suddenly cling to their findings if anyone outside them says anything that varies from what they determine to be true. Visited any flat planets lately? Whatever the case, I'm supplementing now and I have supplemented with Vit. D for the last few years when I was found to be very deficient - despite being a California girl in the sun for nearly my whole life.

Which brings me to pretty much my only other issue with the book: I think his recommendation that everyone should get 15 min of direct sunlight on as much of their bare skin as possible each day is a great idea. However, if it's winter in North America, not only is there no sun (it's currently been snowing like hell where I am) but the trajectory of the sun is such that it wouldn't matter if I ran naked and freezing in the street on a 'sunny winter day' here, I'd not get the benefit of Vit. D because the UV rays are not strong enough for it to be produced on my skin. Don't take my word for it - look it up. There is plenty of bonafide research on this. I'm a huge proponent of people carefully examining their Vit D levels and making sure they're getting enough, despite much controversy over how much supplementation is necessary. Bottom line though, you're not going to get it through your skin in the dead of winter in much of North America.

There is also good info about Vit D and pain levels, such as at the Mayo Clinic, which is how it was discovered I was severely Vit. D deficient a few years ago. I had endless stomach pain every night, all night, which stopped within 10 days of prescription supplementation. So, I think the section on sunlight should have been expanded, but he touts being able to get all you need without supplementation, which is probably why those areas (calcium and Vit. D) are not expanded upon.

Basically, I strongly feel this is the way for me to eat. But I need to be mindful of my nutrition and take steps whenever and wherever I feel I need. This includes seeing my doctor to track levels of important nutrients and systems - like thyroid. In my opinion, the book is a good basis about how we were genetically programmed to eat. Considering the year and the society we live in, there may need to be some tweaks, just like there is with everyone's diet. Even people on the ADA diet, possibly the most accepted diet by general western thinking, needs to be reviewed to fit each person and each person really needs to look at how they feel and adjust accordingly.

Of course, almost no one does this. How many people really follow their doctors diet advice to the letter? How many diabetics really follow the ADA diet to the letter, despite their survival depending upon it? How many people follow and stick to any weight loss diet, much less a diet lifestyle? I can't begin to tell you how many patients at BreastHealthOnline will look at our healing diet and choose to add just yogurt and bananas to their regular diet and proclaim they're following our Healing Diet. Then they can't figure out why they're not healing. When I ask them to detail their food and then point out what a disaster their diet is and why it's not working, they simply get mad at me. But those that will follow it do heal.

As human beings we are creatures of habit who often refuse to take responsibility for our own diet and health. We want professionals to fix us but we don't want to be told what to do. When presented with any information, in particular about our diet, we're massively resistant, distrustful and can find a myriad of reasons as to why it won't work/we can't do it. We are adults but we often act like 5 year olds with our diets and do what we want regardless of the most compelling and respected information out there. And so it goes until you can face yourself in the mirror and accept responsibility for your own health and your own diet. Until then you'll continue to play this game with yourself which should be titled, "Gambling with your life", because that's exactly what you're doing. You may not pay the price now but you'll pay the price in your later years. Hospitals and nursing homes are filled with geriatric patients suffering a multitude of health problems and someday that bed may be yours. If you don't think your diet affects your health then maybe we all need to start talking to the researchers who said they started to see disease states when food first started to be cooked. Even if you don't follow a raw diet, you can be more honest with yourself. You know there are things you can do to have a better diet and you know what those things are.

In other news a number of friends have given me input on my foot trouble, which I so appreciate. I want to hear anything I might be missing - it's all good. Thing is, it isn't the actual skin. There is no rash, no dryness. It feels irritated but it doesn't look irritated. You can't see anything on it at all and more so, I've not had to daily tend to dry cracked heels anymore at all. It's a miracle - I've had the same daily foot ritual for 300 years and I no longer have to be a slave to it. In fact, my skin - whole body skin - is just incredible. Generally my skin is dry as well as bumpy and congested all over, even worse in the winter. I hate it. It's dead winter now and my skin is just smooth and silky and hydrated. As to my foot, it may be either calcium or just my running shoes. My feet are extremely sensitive, and the left one in particular as it was crushed a long time ago. It also may be stress. I had 'restless leg syndrome' when I lived with my ex. I noted two nights ago this reminded me of that, a sort of crawling and nervous, jittery feeling inside. I lived with a tremendous amount of stress at that time. Within 2 weeks of leaving him, the shaking, crawling and discomfort in my legs and feet stopped. Maybe it wasn't restless leg syndrome - maybe there should have been another term for it like 'living with alcoholism and terrorism every single day syndrome'. I'm going through a lot of stress right now and I'm sort of wondering if that may also be playing a part. Then again as another friend pointed out, I just had a hysterectomy 8 weeks ago, it might be my hormones. Everyone wants to immediately blame this book for anything and everything that ails me but that's just not fair.

As far as dry skin goes, I was actually concerned about this when I started. My skin was already dry to the point of redness and rashy over much of my body and has been my whole life. The last thing I wanted was for my skin to become more of a problem than it already was and as I said previously, it's completely transformed into smooth, silky and hydrated. In Steve Pavlina's 30 day blog he reported dry skin (he wasn't really specific on where) but did talk about dry, cracked hands. My right thumb is terribly cracked and I'm sporting a bandaid and some A&D ointment. Thing is - they crack every single winter. I remember being in Paris and in SO much pain one winter. I ran crying into a pharmacy in search of more bandaids and ointment and it took months to finally get over it. It's cracked right now. I also scrubbed a tub, a counter, 2 sinks and 3 floors yesterday with cleansers and my hands are in a lot of water washing fruit everyday. Other than one thumb being cracked as it is every winter, nothing is different. It has nothing to do with my diet or this book.

If you've not read the book and more importantly, not tried any of it, don't throw the baby out with the bath water. There is a lot of value in this book in terms of just candida alone. In fact, if i told you to cut the fat back in your current diet and watch the cause and effect, you might see some changes for yourself. What I appreciated about the book was learning to look at candida differently. But book aside, go and be totally honest with yourself. Track your current diet on Fit day or Nutridiary - the latter which I hear is better. See how much fat you're eating and then cut it back, play with it and see what you can bring about for yourself. I've battled candida for so long. I remember spending a fortune on a case of Threelac because I was so desperate and determined to rid myself of this horrible bloating and they promised the 'cure'. It did not work and that was not the only 'cure' I spent money on. I had some corn chips last night (have I mentioned the huge amt of stress lately?) which sadly made me feel horrible and I had bad bloating :( It's funny because no one really cared what I ate before, be it Top Ramen and Ding Dongs for that matter (I didn't but you get my point), but people tend to freak out over me eating fresh fruits and vegetables, which I find interesting. My former diet never helped me before and this is definitely helping in many realms. Besides, you get to watch me to do it and you don't have to experience one lick of it if you don't want to. Win/win? Maybe...

No one has to do anything. No one has to go raw, much less 80/10/10, and very few people could just cold turkey do 100% raw much less 80/10/10 straight out of the box coming off a standard American diet. I worked my way into this before this year started and still I ate some corn chips last night - it happens. I've only been following 80/10/10 full on for 30 days and they say it can take a year to finally rid yourself of doing these things to yourself. I don't happen to think a few corn chips is such a big deal considering how far I've come and what I'm going through now in my personal life. I could have ran over to Arbys and gone crazy, but I absolutely didn't do that, nor did I consider it on any level. I think that's really big progress for anyone.

So, if you were curious, you could simply add a lot more fruit and raw vegetables to your diet and cut back on fats and go from there. The American diet is 35-45% percent fat. Cut it to 20%, eat a breakfast entirely of fruit each morning and build from there based on how you feel. If you are eating a raw diet now, track your food and review your fat. You might be surprised at the numbers. Many raw diets are very high in fat, even upwards of 60 - 80%, which is crazy. No one needs that much fat in their diet. Track your food and see where you can make some changes.

Stay tuned for tomorrow for a much shorter blog where I'll be updating my weight, measurements and timeline (body) pictures. YAY!

Friday, January 29, 2010

Day 29 2000 Calories

Yesterday I set a lifetime record. I ate 2000 calories in one day. On purpose. Okay, there may have been days I've eaten that many or more (such as Thanksgiving) but not while following a specified diet.

If that had been any other diet day, I'd have blown it massively. It was actually really cool to be fueled all day. Today, on the other hand, I've eaten around 600 calories and not feeling like a lot more. Some days chicken, next day feathers.

But, I'm getting in the swing of eating as much as I want. I feel pretty good but am awfully tired tonight. Didn't sleep much last night and I'm not sure if it's diet or stress of other things in my life, or just what. Physically, my feet are bothering me at night. It's the craziest thing. I cannot sleep without socks but despite wearing them they are still uncomfortable. My skin feels really sensitive. Depite wearing socks, if my feet touch each other or anything else for that matter, the skin on top feels like it's been irritated and it wakes me up. I can tell you for sure that I'm irritated!!! I'm going to try something a little different tonight and hope I sleep more hours. Getting the cats to settle down would be a good idea, too. I'll put my request in early!

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Day 28 Week 4

I've lost 9 pounds since the first of the New Year and 21 pounds total since last year (November). I've also lost more than 20 inches now. There will be an update with timeline pics on the 31st on all that.

For week 4 I've walked 3.5 miles, swam .25 miles and have eaten 29 bananas. To date I've walked 16.9 miles, swam 4.5 miles and have eaten 105 bananas. Okay, that made me laugh! It so weird now I go into Whole Foods and think nothing of grabbing multiple bunches of organic bananas, in various stages of ripeness. People look at me funny. Then again, they did before I started buying bananas. Shut up. LOL

This week has also been hard again on the home front and with stress. I've felt low energy but also didn't eat as much and I did not get as much exercise, either. I've not slept that well for a variety of factors. Some related to me and some not. I have some really big things on my mind and it's pretty much consuming my every thought. I feel a little distracted!

I'm a little concerned about my calcium and my friend Joyce who is a nurse reminded me of magnesium. I need to check those levels in my nutrition but I did take some liquid calcium and magnesium today. We'll see if the jittery sleep goes away. Being post surgery, my body may need more calcium and it's not as easy to get. I just don't want to put my bones at risk. Over time I will probably find ways to solve all this without supplements.

I stocked up on a bunch of new fruit and ate a lot more today and will continue to do so. Actually, it was really good. I had a 'perfect' day of eating and want to make sure it stays that way. I really like my salads with fresh squeezed tangerine juice, it's yummy and I'm glad I think I've made it over the salad dressing hurdle. Whew.

The biggest strides are made when you fully give into this. Can't wait for the Sunday weigh, measure and update.

4 weeks down, 48 to go!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Day 27 Beautiful Dresses & Stocking Up

The month is coming to a close in just a few days. I know I've lost more inches despite maybe just having lost only another pound. Bodies are so weird. I put on an article of clothing today that was formerly tight and binding and was so surprised to simply have it fit - aaaaah! I'm looking forward to the month end measure thing.



A friend of mine sent me this beautiful dress - size 8. It doesn't fit right now. In fact, it fits my daughter. Life just isn't fair sometimes. It was so stunning on her I actually cried. Heaven help me. I estimate I have two dress sizes to go before it fits. Not that long off. Even if I had to wait 3 dress sizes it'll be worth it. I've never had a gown like this. Kinda fun!

Today I stocked up on bananas, oranges, peaches, pineapple, honeydew melon, little round seedless watermelon and spinach. I bought some tangelos to use as dressing. All those things sound really good to me right now.

I'm looking forward to the new month ahead and what changes I'll enact in the next 30 days - in many realms!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Day 26 Human Experimentation

Right. That would be ME. I thought I'd update on some instances of cause and effect. I've done a few intentional and unintentional food experiments. Here's the low down and results of those. Standard TMI warnings may apply.

My first experiment came when I reached the end of my salad dressing rope. Many days into this I decided I would just HAVE salad dressing. I mean, everything else has been so perfect and I'm really disliking dry salad or lemon salad. I wanted real dressing. How bad could that possibly be?

So, I picked Newman's Creamy Caesar. In retrospect, that probably wasn't the best choice. I admit it was fairly yummy, though salty, but I never expected what happened immediately next.

My tummy bloated to the MOON. I mean, like Elasti-girl in all the wrong places. I was 27 months pregnant and counting all over again.

Wow. I was astonished. Anytime my belly bloated this badly was due to my 'candida' and only if I ate the mother-lode of candida reactive choices: a donut. All at once the chapter on Candida in 80/10/10 hit me right between the eyes. It's NOT the sugar - it's the FAT. Yep, it is. I've battled 'candida' for YEARS. Had doctors giving me all kinds of things, spent all kinds of money on cures, denied myself fruit, sugar, wheat, you name it and it *never ever ever* went away.

That's because it's NOT SUPPOSED TO GO AWAY. We ALL have candida. It's actually a necessary thing. OH YES IT IS. What is NOT necessary is the quantity of FATS we eat in our diets, totally whacking out our candida levels, bloating us to infinity and beyond.

Don't believe me? I just lived it. The main 'ingredient' in that salad dressing was FAT. Not wheat, not sugar - but FAT. I'd never made this connection before. I'd eat a donut and it'd be all over. My daughter would marvel at my magically expanding belly. Having been told by everyone that claimed to know that it was the sugar, yeast and wheat, I believed that. No one ever said it's because of the FAT! Additionally, I've been eating large amounts (by any regular person's standards) of fruit all month and lost TWELVE inches off my waistline, and have had no more bloating until the fateful (fatful?!) salad dressing day. So, it's NOT the sugar. It's not the sugar at all.

Still skeptical? Do you have candida and want to finally understand your bloating? Read 80/10/10 and stop being a physical and financial victim of candida FOREVER. Incidentally the salad dressing wasn't long lived. It made me real sick and I was glad when that was all over. Ew. I like fresh squeezed tangerine juice on my salads now, thankyouverymuch.

The 2nd experiment was also kinda accidental. I did not expect this really, really cute guy to be handing out samples of little espresso chocolate thingies at Whole Foods. His eyes were blue and his smile engaging and he placed a little cup right in my hand and well yeah, I ate it. It was two very small little cluster things, smaller than the size of a dime. I didn't think much about it until I was laying in bed 4 hours later unable to sleep the entire night. I've not had caffeine for weeks and my body is so much more sensitive to things I eat now. I hadn't even thought of the caffeine load, much less that it would rob me of an entire night's sleep. Lesson learned - NO chocolate or caffeine or chocolate/caffeine!

The 3rd experiment was intentional, sort of. I was visiting Martin who somehow won the burger lottery at McDonald's prior to my arrival. Something had happened in line and they 'made it up to him' by giving him multiple extra cheeseburgers. He offered me one and I declined and reminded him I don't eat that. He apologized but then said, "Do you think it will taste different to you now?" I thought for a minute. I figured it would and said, "Okay, let me see for the purpose of experimentation." Maybe you don't know how far you've come if you never go back to see. Kinda like spending the weekend at mom and dads where you realize it's not only as bad as you remember, it's worse, and suddenly you feel much better for the choices you've made.

OMG - I just don't have words to describe what happened. Not only was it the most massively salty thing I've ever tasted, it felt gritty as if it was just rolled in salt. It was as if someone had poured pure salt all over every inch of it. I spit it out; it was absolutely not edible at all. I knew it would be salty but didn't expect it to be that salty. What shocked me more, however, was the grainy feel. I took the rest of the sandwich apart and looked at it again and again, expecting to see it covered in salt granules. I figured maybe this sandwich was faulty or something. It just had to be. I've never had one feel like this before. I saw nothing, it looked as they always do. I touched it. I could not detect salt granules on my fingers. Really, really weird.

Then a few days later I came across an article that talked about the Window Cleaning Chemicals in Fast Food Hamburger Meat. You might want to check that out and save yourself while you can. I admit to being doubly sorry I went back home again, even if it was just to poke my head in the door! *gag* Makes visiting mom and dad with all the cigarette smoke and alcoholism seem preferable. Hmmm well okay maybe not. I'll pass on both.

My other bad experiments simply involve me getting too much fat in my diet, either at my own hands or at others. I never realized what that load really felt like until I got away from it. It's heavy. It's tiring. It takes your body forever to process too much fat and it does bad things with the other foods you eat as well. It's these long processing times that rob us of our energy and bring on fatigue. There is no fat that's immune, it includes even those that we think of as 'good fat'. Olive oil is not your friend. It's the friend of the man who sells olive oil. The fats in nuts and seeds in too great of quantities are not your friend, either. They bog your system. They tie up the sugars eaten with them and prevent them from exiting your blood in a timely manner - thus creating blood sugar problems. Everyone blames the sugar but the truth of the matter is - it's the FAT!

Sadly, many vegetarians, vegans, raw vegans & raw foodists are consuming 60% to 80% fat in their diets. They're doing more harm to themselves than someone on a Standard American Diet which logs 35-40% fat at that point. If you're eating veg, go track your food online and see for yourself how much fat you're getting and while you're at it, do yourself a favor and get the whole story - read 80/10/10. It will change how you think about food. The pieces will finally make sense and you'll be astonished at the bill of goods we've been sold all these years, mostly for reasons that line other people's pockets.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Day 25 Salt Reduction

There's an interesting article posted --->here<--- that says reducing salt intake could save 92,000 U.S. lives a year. That is a lot of people! Salt contributes to high blood pressure, heart disease and a whole host of other problems like kidney disease and osteoporosis. The article states that women would benefit the most.

Oddly a doctor told me I was 'low in iodine' and then advised me to eat as much salt as I wanted. Hmm. That didn't really seem prudent to me. If I was really iodine deficient, isn't there a better way? I can't believe he didn't prescribe me something. Big Pharma always there to make a buck, ya know.

I did eat some Nori for its iodine content for a while (dry seaweed used in sushi for those scratching your heads) and while I like it fine, it wasn't something that really stuck with me. I didn't really notice a difference in anything, either.

Now that I've been off salt so much things taste very different and of course the edema in my ankles and everywhere vanishes. We don't think about the invisible effects of salt, though.

Does make you wonder if they get people to decrease their salt will there be an increase in iodine deficiency? Can't imagine I'm getting 'enough' iodine now considering my doctor's recommendation.

Which brings me to one of my main points of going raw vegan: To reduce my contact with as many salty nutjob doctors as possible.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Day 24 The Protein Myth

These are very interesting videos on protein. The truth of the matter is it's not protein that we need, it's amino acids that we derive from the protein. There are better ways to get amino acids than the meat and dairy industry would like us to believe. At the same time we still recommend, "The Healing Diet" over at BreastHealthOnline.org because the main audience it was written for are those who follow standard diets. It wouldn't be appropriate to expect a patient about to undergo surgery to radically change the way they eat. The Healing Diet aligns with the American Diabetic Diet. Over time someone could change their life by building off the healing diet, adding more fruits and vegetables and relying less on meat and dairy products.

Tim Van Orden:




Raw Foodists Thim Bohm and Philip Madeley from the Tree of Life Rejuvenation Center:




Harley Johnstone:

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Day 23 Fruit Phobia and Other Psychosis

You may not realize this, I hadn't even realized this until I entered into this, but most people are fruit phobic. Don't think so? Okay, how much fruit did you eat today? One piece? None? Do you rarely eat fruit? Why is that? It's because we've all been conditioned that it's too much SUGAR. Even the food pyramid doesn't allow for much fruit. But I bet you'll freely eat a donut - heck the grain section of the pyramid is way bigger! And you may regularly eat dessert at a restaurant if not after dinner at home frequently as well and if you're me - you want (wanted) dessert after every meal. That's right, breakfast, lunch, dinner and even snacks.

Well gosh, you've just got to get a grip and have more willpower! Don't you? But day after day we sadly fail. We can't help ourselves. We crave sweets like they're going out of style and as of 1999 Americans consume a little over 158 lbs of sugar a year, and the number increases every year. Even more interesting is that fruit is not part of this tally.

So, we eagerly consume 158 lbs of sugar a year - that's 13 pounds of the stuff a month or almost a half a pound a day yet I bet very few people reading my blog eat 13 lbs of fruit in a month.

The reason you crave SO MUCH sugar is we're designed to eat sweet fruit and lots of it. But, we don't allow ourselves to, so instead we consume 13 lbs a month of other sugar to try to fill the genetic need. I mean, you can't be going eating 6 bananas a day and 4 oranges and several apples and who knows what else! Who does that? That's NOT okay in our society. I've had people write me and say 6 bananas a day are waaaay too much and I'm going to do bad things to my blood sugar and become very sick. People get really passionate about it, nearly as passionate as the protein issue, which is coming up tomorrow, but no one says a word if I consume 13 lbs a month of sugar in the form of cane, beet, or corn, now do they? No, they don't.

Couple this with being a woman, and if you're a woman in this society you come up against the fact that we can never eat what we want or as much as we want or we'll be fat and to be fat in this society is the social and often professional death knell. Most women fall into this category. Yes, there are the skinny girls who can eat anything and everything and never gain and we hate you. Okay, not really - LOL - but most of us fall into the other category and my point is that we are always restricting our food in some way, all the while being out of our minds with cravings. If we don't, we weigh ungodly amounts and we suffer atrocities at every level - personal, professional, you name it. We're treated differently by men, women, doctors, lawyers - everyone - including ourselves. So, even if you refuse to 'play the game' and don't restrict yourself, most people still feel it and it's ugly.

So, here I am, able to eat as much fruit as I want and I'm having trouble with it. Why? Because of the whole frickin' paragraph above! I'm conditioned by society to NOT EAT and in particular, not eat FRUIT.

I know I'm not eating enough everyday and so I have to work at it. Imagine that! I've spent years restricting all my food but especially fruit! I'm having to work at eating all I want. Maybe Lori would say this is another one of my non-problems and she may be right as she usually is, but it's something to witness.

I know my weight stands still when I don't eat enough and I know the fact I was tired the last few days is because I haven't eaten enough, coupled with a lot of stress. I have to wrap my head around the fact I get to shed a lifetime of ugly and unfair rules about food, except I feel ill-equipped! You'd think I'd dive right in.

Conditioning runs deep so I'll have to keep working on it. I have all year to 'get it right' but hope to arrive there a little sooner than 12/31!

Friday, January 22, 2010

Day 22 Going Bananas

Seems like a good time for some interesting info on the #1 fruit in the world - Bananas.

A banana tree isn't a tree at all. It's a giant herb.

Bananas are believed by many to be the first fruit cultivated by humans. I'm not surprised at this given how primates are so obsessed with them. Include me in that.

Bananas were first introduced to the U.S. at the 1876 Philadelphia Centennial Celebration. They were wrapped in foil and sold for 10 cents. Wow that seems pricey, but I'll take 4!

The average American consumes 28 pounds of bananas per year. I think I'll exceed that this month. You?

The banana peel is edible. Hmmm, really? I don't agree and don't see primates eating them, either. Next!

Half the people who are allergic to latex are also allergic to bananas. So, like no bananas in surgery I assume for the latex-free people as well. Bummer.

India produces the most bananas in the world. I never would have thought that.

The Cavendish banana is the most often stocked banana in stores. It has a name? Who knew?

They think the Cavendish banana will be eliminated by disease in the next 2 decades. Okay, that's scary :/

Scientists are trying to develop disease-resistant bananas. Hmm perhaps even scarier.

Chiquita was originally called the United Fruit Company. UFC? Sounds like a mens boxing/fight thing, probably good they changed it to something no one can spell.

In Uganda, bananas are such a big part of the their food source that the same word is used for both bananas and food - matooke.

Apparently Britain keeps track of banana related injuries. Again, who knew? Most of these injuries involve people slipping on banana peels.

Okay, now I ask you - how often do you see banana peels underfoot? I mean, never. I've never seen a banana peel anywhere that might have caused me injury. I've never had to watch my step to avoid becoming a banana statistic. What's up with the British and their bananas? Frankly, I wasn't even aware they had fruit in Britain much less it was causing such a ruckus that their government has to track their banana related injuries. ROFLMAO!!!

And a shout out to my skinny bitch friend Jsallee who said, "Who came up with that saying, 'An apple a day keeps the doctor away.'? I say we change it to a banana a day. What do you think?"

LOL! Jsallee, I agree! For anyone wanting to jump me for the skinny bitch comment - she writes a blog based on the Skinny Bitch cookbook - Becoming a Skinny Bitch. Check it out :)

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Day 21 Week 3

3 weeks? It seems a lot longer! LOL! Not in a bad way, though today was like forever and a year, but not due to my food.

I've lost 8 pounds since the first week of the New Year and 20 pounds total since last year. I've also lost 20 inches, and those are from January 1st to date.

For week 3 I've walked 4.7 miles, swam 1.5 miles and have eaten 36 bananas. To date I've walked 13.4 miles, swam 4.16 miles and have eaten 76 bananas. Who knew?

This has been a pretty rough week. Lots going on and many distractions and lots of stress. Hopefully next week won't kill me like this one did. It was just a series of unfortunate events.

I admit to be pretty banana obsessed. I'm always buying them, always carrying one or two, always on the look out for the correct ripeness and always worrying I won't be able to get them if I need them.

DR. PHIL!!!


Other than that, things are fine. I'm hoping the next week is a little better though. I still need to eat more, get a little more organized and not do bad things to myself like try food I shouldn't be eating. Hopefully lesson learned.

But still, progress. 3 weeks down, 49 to go!

Here's the most current before and after face shot:

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Day 20 Does Everyone Have Collar Bones?

Does everyone have collar bones? No, really. I mean it. Logic tells me we do. Those odd (hopefully fake) skeletons in the doctor's office tell me we do but I have to tell you, I've not seen mine in so long, I'm wondering if I really do possess a pair.

I did discover after nose surgery I was missing cartilage that everyone else has, according to the quite miffed and confused doctor who operated on me. I was missing an apparently much needed part of my nose, so why not collar bones? Did aliens abduct them along with my nasal cartilage? I do have a 4 hour period of missing time where I was driving and ended up in the middle of the desert, in California no less. If that isn't proof enough of aliens, I don't know what is. Is that where my collar bones went? Or is it just they're buried, deep beneath...I shudder to think.

Help me out here. Are your collar bones missing, too? I have a pic of me from 15 years ago and I see some faint bumps. I was 105 lbs, a size 2 with a 20" waist and still I can't detect I have collar bones. Is there such a thing as shy collar bones? Why don't/won't mine stick out?

It just doesn't seem fair. I'll let you know the minute they surface. In the meantime, tell me if you can find them in this picture.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Day 19 I Picked The Wrong Week To...

I had the day from hell with little sleep, way too much to do and not enough hours to do it in. It was a mad dash to get everything done before 5pm because I made a commitment to attend a local raw food group's potluck with Lori (BFF!) tonight. I was really sweating it through much of the day but things eased up once we finally set our bowls on the buffet table and settled in.

Normally I live for potlucks and this potluck was one of the most beautiful and diverse I'd seen. But since having gone Commando with my food I was faced with a lot of raw but prepared/multi-ingredient foods that all looked yummy but weren't really legal for me. I made raw chow mein for everyone else and we brought a big bowl of bananas and red grapes so I'd be sure to have something I could eat. However, I decided in the spirit of the group to try things, and I have to say everything was truly wonderful.

Unfortunately, it looks like I picked the wrong week to stop sniffing glue :) I'm paying the price with a very sore belly from all the added oils, salt, spices and multiple combinations of the foods. It'll pass and I'll get all that extra fat out of my system in a few days. I know, I have all year to work on this. I'm just trying to simplify things and get my energy levels back up as high as I can. I've lived with exhaustion for too long. Setting myself back probably isn't such a good thing but that's life. I think next time I'll stick to my path, though I'm happy to create something more interesting for the rest of the group.

I was really excited to eat a banana on the way home :)

Monday, January 18, 2010

Day 18 Going Commando

I knew that'd get your attention.

When I started this I said I wasn't going to try to make 'pizza out of bananas', as Harley Johnstone said. I agreed with that philosophy. Then I ventured into some chow mein and tried a raw cookie or two and even embarked on a few experiments I'll report on later, but at the end of the day these things really slowed down my progress and took me off my path. I did enjoy the thrill of creating a new recipe just for me (I've cooked professionally), but even while doing so I had issues with not only the soy sauce but the number of ingredients it took to create it. I'm not lazy, I just don't think this combination of multiple vegetables along with a manufactured soy sauce is normal. I can also tell you my belly wasn't really at peace with it, either, which further illustrates my point. I do feel that it was a good transition phase for me, and we all must have our paths. It's been fun, but I'm done with that now.

So, I'm going commando. No more fancy recipes or high fat nut cookies. I'm returning just to basics. I'll eat mainly fruit everyday and have some greens in the form of salads a few days a week and occasionally add some avocado or nuts once or twice a week.

I agree with Douglas Graham about how much fat really could have been obtained in the earliest of days and it's not a lot. I also agree that we eat far too much fat regardless of which lifestyle we follow. But back in the day, be it primate or Eve, think about how hard it would have been for someone to crack a walnut without tools and then dig out the meat without the advent of those shiny little picks we all take for granted. If you were hungry you weren't sitting around trying to extricate infinitesimally small pieces of nut meat to keep yourself alive. You were eating 4 bananas and going about your day until you could find food again.

I also agree with the different digestion times of fruit (which is very fast, gives you the energy you need and then exits without spiking your blood sugar then dropping you off a cliff like sugar does) and fats which can languish around in your body for 2-3 days before its effects wear off, complicating the benefits of the fruit you just ate.

I'll be following the 80/10/10 diet that Douglas Graham outlines, like I was in the beginning. You can check it out on the Amazon link below for more information. I'll be posting about this book in the future, but for now I highly recommend anyone interested in learning more about your food and digestion pick up a copy. You do not even have to 'convert' to Raw Foods at all. The food and nutritional education in just the first few chapters alone is worth the price of the book. Most of us will never learn anything about nutrition from our doctors (have YOU?) and you have to be wary of the industries (meat, dairy, etc.) who work hard to convince you that you need to buy their products. I wish I'd had this book 30 years ago.

If you can do just one thing for yourself this year, let it be this book.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Day 17 My Non-Problem

Lori, BFF, informs me I am the proud owner of a non-problem. Anytime anyone loses weight and has a problem along these lines they're really sporting nothing more than a non-problem.

She's right. Nonetheless, I'm going to gripe about it anyway :)

I've become the Goldilocks of the bathing suit world. I realized a few days ago when my sleek form fitting Speedo racing suit was acting more like a thong bikini and riding up (and down) in all the wrong places that it had perhaps gotten a tad too big. After registering a 20 lb/20 inch loss it drove the point home to me even further. It's too big.

Never to fear. I've had a smaller suit waiting in the wings for about 4 years. Shut up. I gleefully popped it on this morning only to discover it's too small.

Great. My choice is to expose my derriere and breasts, or have the fat on my back poke out in a way that may qualify me for front page inclusion over at the PeopleofWalmart.com. By the way, the Bride of Chucky is my fav of the day.

At around $45 a pop, a new suit just isn't in the cards. I also realized I'm going to repeat this scene a few time over until I reach the promised land. Even if suits were $20, it's just not in the cards. Maybe I need a Speedo fund or something. Maybe Speedo will sponsor me. Anyone less than 6 degrees from someone important at Speedo? Let me know. Yeah, right. Speedo is gonna sponsor some fat chick who swims a half a mile 3 x a week.

I chose the latter and headed off to the pool. While there were children screaming and running away, I finally realized it wasn't at me. It was baby day at the pool. Whew. Now if I can stay out of Walmart I'll be home free.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Day 16 TWENTY POUNDS

No, not the sequel to a Will Smith movie. I've lost 20 pounds! While I'm at it, I also lost 20 inches!

The start of the loss count was November 16 - so two months ago. I lost 12 lbs between November 16th and January 1st. Since the first of the year I've lost 8 more pounds, which in two weeks is no small potatoes. Or in my case, bananas! I can't remember the last time I lost 20 lbs and I'm pretty excited.

The 20 inches, however, was within the last two weeks and pardon the pun, that's huge! Thing is, I didn't even realize it. It's freakin' cold here. It's been -1 degree in the mornings when I take my daughter to the bus. I've been wearing bike shorts covered by two pair of very thick heavy men's sweats and multiple shirts and multiple hoodies and jackets for a few weeks now. I kinda look and feel like the Michelin man. Yes, I do take them off to shower and go to bed but I had no idea all that had happened. I don't look at my body much. I didn't realize I'd been shrinking beneath all those layers. I put on my jeans from last month and went - uhhhh this isn't going to work! I tossed them all into hot water and a hot dryer to try to shrink them. There's no way I can afford to replace all these things right now.

Come to think of it, this must be why my racing suit is falling off of me at the pool!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I LOVE BEING BLONDE!!!

For the bean (or should I say banana?) counters, here are the numbers since on Fitday it's not so easy to view all this.

192 lbs ---> 172

Neck 15
Chest 41
Bust 45
Midriff 38
waist 40 (on Nov 16th, 2 weeks before my surgery, this measurement was 48"!)
Belly 45
Hips 45
Thigh 26
Knee 20
Calf 15.5
Ankle 8.5
Bicep 16
Forearm 9.5
Wrist 6.25
Hair Length 16 (I'm growing my hair longer...)

Neck 14.5
Chest 39
Bust 45
Midriff 35
Waist 36 (I've lost 12" here since Nov 16th - twelve inches! A foot! LOL!!!)
Belly 44
Hips 43
Thigh 25
Knee 16.25
Calf 15
Ankle 8.25
Bicep 12.5
Forearm 8.34
Wrist 6
Hair 17 (grew an inch!)

Timeline pics and updated weight and measurements coming on January 31st.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Day 15 Cookies & Cravings

Today in my search for raw tahini (sesame seed paste) I stumbled across the raw section at Rainbow Blossom - an organic and whole foods/health type store. I usually stick to the perimeter of the store, or more pointedly, the produce section but I was looking for raw tahini. Turns out it is also in the produce section! They were just out of it.

So as my quest led me astray I discovered these raw organic almond raisin cookies. The thing was over $2 for one cookie but I really wanted to try it. The ingredients listed were organic almonds, organic raisins, organic raw agave nectar and organic cardamom. But even with a raw food lifestyle there is room for interpretation. I tend to lean towards the hard-core and this doesn't fit my profile exactly but more importantly, I have issues with nuts in America, and the ones on trees as well :)

If you're buying what you think are raw nuts in this country you might want to think again. The USDA or whomever is in charge of nuts (don't get me started...) has mandated that all nuts be heated to destroy - well whatever - fungus, mold, my health, you name it. At that point the nut can no longer be sprouted and it's a dead food. You're eating gravel. Raw vegans typically won't eat these for good reason - they're dead.

What made me buy this, however, was that the package specifically said it was made with soaked and germinated almonds. That means the almonds are very much an alive food. They've not been heated and destroyed. I've not had a real raw nut in so long I just had to try it. I ate half before I swam and the other half well after dinner. I liked it a lot, though 240 calories seems like a lot for one cookie and I feel like I'm cheating. But, it was all raw. Between the price, more fat grams than I want to eat in a day and the lingering guilt-for-no-reason, I'll reserve these for times when I have a craving for something like this.

The truth of the matter, though, is that I really don't crave anything - except more raw fruits and vegetables. What I've read all along is true. If you're raw vegan and you consume enough fruits and vegetables during the course of the day you will not crave anything except more fruits and vegetables. When I say you will not crave anything I have to tell you that this is a level of 'no cravings' that I've never experienced before. I can literally sit down with someone eating (name any number of yummy things) and absolutely not have any desire for it whatsoever. They might as well be eating cement - it holds virtually no interest for me.

Now, on the days where my calories have been lighter, I have thought of other things. Thursday night I had had a long day and was driving home from the other side of the city. Suddenly I wanted a McDonalds hamburger. OMG could I have wanted anything worse? Probably not. So, my first thought was McDonalds (because I obviously needed to eat) and my next thought was had I had a banana next to me in the car I would have eaten that and never thought about McDonalds at all.

The craving wasn't horrible, though I did pass a McDonalds and for a second did think - oh... but I continued on. I was simply hungry. I really needed a piece of fruit in the car with me and usually I have something. I came home, ate a banana right away and then went onto make chow mein. I ate that and it was wonderful. Never thought about McDonalds again and that's unusual. Typically, once I have a craving for something I will continue to crave it regardless of what else I eat and at some point in the next 24 hours would have definitely had a burger at McDonalds. But not now. Once I ate what was legal the craving vanished permanently.

Here's the cookie if you're interested. It comes from Gopal's Health.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Day 14 Week 2

2 whole weeks! I've still lost 5 pounds since the first week of the New Year and 17 pounds total since last year. Nothing lost this last week.

For week 2 I've walked 4.1 miles, swam 1 mile and have eaten 22 bananas, for all the banana counters out there ;) To date I've walked 8.7 miles, swam 2.66 miles and have eaten 40 bananas. HA!

I think one thing I'm battling is that I sometimes don't eat enough. Years of calorie restriction and all manner of other restriction, in particular fruit, still makes 'eating all I want' a foreign concept to me, plus it's hard if not impossible to over eat with this life style. You have to eat more. I know that when I don't eat enough in any realm I don't lose and I'm pretty sure that's the case this week.

I must say it is pretty exciting to go grab a banana (or anything else legal for that matter) whenever I want it. I just need to do it more often.

The benefits from week 1 continue on into week 2. I like the no more bloating and the hyper-clean mouth thing, and the sense of smell is interesting. Great sometimes, not so great other times! Environments with lots of perfumed products (perfumes, colognes, fabric softeners, aerosol room sprays, scented candles, scented everything) are pretty overwhelming. The biggest thing I'm noticing this week, however, is that I am more tired while at the same time having much better energy if that even makes sense to you at all. There are at least a couple reasons for the tiredness.

1. I could still be detoxing from switching my diet.

2. I'm not eating enough calories per day.

3. I'm not sleeping enough - I'm having a hard time falling asleep some nights and I have to get up extremely early everyday.

4. I had a hella-stressful week on all fronts except food that didn't calm down until 5 pm today where I promptly fell into bed and sleep hard for 3 hours.

5. I'm just 6 weeks post op today - I may have had a larger portion of my energy taken for internal healing purposes while at the same time I may not have consumed quite enough calories, not slept enough for that matter. Many people are just starting to function again at 6 weeks from this surgery so I've been lucky in this.

6. God hates me and I'm just doomed to be fat and hideous the rest of my life.

Okay, so I don't think it's #6 but I do think it's probably a combination of 1-5! Which is good to review as my head immediately jumps to #6 :)

Plans for the future? Making pasta and hopefully Pad Thai from zucchini.

2 weeks down, 50 to go!


Stay tuned ;)

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Day 13 Pic vs 1000 Words

Well, they say a picture is worth a thousand words so it looks like you'll get off easy in the blathering department tonight!

These pictures were taken on January 5th (L on your screen) and January 12th (R on your screen). I made sure the pictures were the same distance from the camera and same head shot level all around compared to the background. You may notice the painting sticking out of the right side of my head and the corner of the room at the ceiling are in the same place.

I've never seen so much for-the-better change in my face - ever. This is on par or better than some professional spa type face treatments I had years ago through a plastic surgeon and again, these are just the changes over 7 days; my diet will be continuing. Incidentally, recently I reached up to brush my hair off my cheek and actually missed. That's how much the puffiness has changed.

I'll be collecting regular pictures a week or two apart and posting the progress periodically. I did nothing different with skin care during this time and I'm wearing no makeup in either picture. Tonight, however, I'm starting on some new MyChelle skin care as well as resuming my glycolic peels and other various treatments that I do at home. I'm determined to look 20 when this is all said and done - LOL!

Click to enlarge the image.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Day 12 Finding Other Victims. I Mean Vegans!

Today Lori (BFF) pointed out to me that there is a raw food group right here where we live that has monthly events. Who knew?! She found them through www.Meetup.com. There may be vegan or raw vegan groups in your area, not to mention a whole host of other groups that might interest you as well. Check it out!

I am feeling well tonight :) I have had a few days where my energy was low. I slept in, well, okay I shut the world out with my blankets and struggled with getting up. I also live with a lot of stress being a single mom, trying to conquer some long standing health issues myself and caring for an elderly parent who has lost her memory. It's a lot and there are many days I'm about at my limit. I cannot blame carrots and bananas on every mood or energy dip I go through.

Today, the entire day, was a banner day for stress in ever realm. I ran it off tonight at the gym - 1.5 miles on the treadmill and a half a mile in laps at the pool. Then I kicked back in the jacuzzi which eased my stiff spine, met a cool new girl friend and took a long shower scrubbing every inch with Yes to Carrots body scrub. I love that whole line! It's important to keep your largest organ (your skin!) clear, moist and able to breathe and release toxins.

Anyway, it's late and Cinderella's gotta get to bed before the raw pumpkins start showing up. Don't forget to check out Meetup for a group near you. You might make some new friends and create a whole new support group for yourself if you're looking to make some changes to your lifestyle.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Day 11 The Land of Fruit and Nuts

When people think of any form of vegetarianism they often think of The Land of Fruits and Nuts - California. I happen to have been born and spent the first 42 years of my life there, but check out the latest bumper crop springing forth from Missouri!

Here's an article from the Columbia Missourian on 12/29/09, "Some Like it Raw" where regular folks like nurses and pizzeria workers are also going raw.

It's interesting to read that people helped themselves with such non-Hollywood conditions as attention deficit disorder, chronic pain, low energy and foggy thinking. Imagine that.

I think the nutritionist take on it is - typical. Most doctors have no nutrition training (I mean that) and few if any of us ever get to see a nutritionist. When we do, it's a really weird, unproductive experience. Been there, done that, multiple times and I hear similar results from friends around the country. Hmmm. Thanks anyway.

The problems she cites can be addressed. It's no reason to throw your hands in the air and run away. And remember - the medical profession has nothing to gain if you actually get well.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Day 10 Chow Mein Happiness

There are a few versions of Raw Chow Mein on the net, but I felt a little like Goldilocks because none of them were 'just right'. One called for wine, another called for powdered spices. One had ingredients that I just felt were not needed. I started with one of the simpler recipes and then built my own from there.

I have become completely addicted to this. At first I didn't want to make it at all due to the salt in the Tamari Soy. Of course, of all the ingredients that you could skip, this wasn't one of them. You can buy Reduced Sodium San-J Tamari Soy or you can buy Organic Tamari Soy but I've not found Organic Reduced Sodium Tamari Soy but more importantly you cannot buy Raw Organic Reduced Sodium Tamari Soy. You can buy raw, uncooked alive soy sauce (Nama Shoyu) but it contains wheat and isn't low sodium. Please hold while I *scream*. I don't eat wheat, I really don't eat salt and I eat 100% raw so I foresee this being a problem in my future. For others, this will be a very satisfying recipe so please enjoy!

Nonetheless, most of the sauce ends up staying in the bottom of the bowl as well as the bottom of the plate you serve it on. Use whichever Tamari sauce you want and if you're not worried about wheat, then just use SOY SAUCE! You get very little of it and I had to make a decision at this time that a small amount of salt in my diet was worth the incredible amount of happiness this dish brought me. I may change my stance later :) I eat virtually no other salt and little of it remains on the vegetables in the end. It fulfills my need for something gourmand (excessively tasty and wonderful) while maintaining my raw veggie life style. YAY! This would also be an amazing dish for my girls on The Healing Diet and this would be a dish I'd be proud to serve to guests - raw foodists - or not!


Chow Mein Happiness


2 T Tahini - Sesame Seed paste - preferably raw. You could also use raw Almond butter, though no nuts in America are raw so if you're concerned about 100% raw, choose the Tahini.
3 T Tamari Reduced Sodium Soy Sauce (wheat free soy sauce if you're avoiding wheat or buy Nama Shoyu, which is raw, alive soy sauce, however it contains wheat. You can't win so pick your poison.)
2" x 2" peeled cube of fresh ginger, grated

Place above three ingredients in a large bowl. Mix together well with the back of a spoon.

Add:
4 cups fresh Bean sprouts (the pre-bagged bean sprouts at Whole Foods and Kroger are about 4 cups)
4 cups fresh Broccoli Slaw (shredded Broccoli stems and carrots in the bag, also about 4 cups)
2-3 medium Zucchini, peeled then using the peeler make 'noodles' by peeling the rest of the Zucchini until you reach the seeds. These taste and feel like the noodles in Chow Mein. The more the better. Don't worry if the strips appear wide, you really won't even see them in the mix. If you have a fancy vegetable spiral tool, use that. You could also use Butternut squash noodles.
1 cup shredded Bok Choi or Savoy (curly) Cabbage
1/2 Red Bell Pepper, cut into thinly sliced strips
15 large fresh Mushrooms, sliced
1 1/2 cups fresh Snow Peas or Sugar Snap Peas (I prefer the Snap Peas)
3 Green Onions, sliced rounds or on the slant, all the white part and into a little of the green.
Optional - you could toss in some of those little tiny corn cobs but you have to buy them fresh. I get them at Whole Foods.

Mix all the vegetables into the sauce and toss well. Let sit for 15 min to mingle all the flavors. Some people put the bowl into an oven warmed by the light or warmed to 80-100 degrees for the allotted time. If you warm the oven be sure to turn the heat OFF before placing the chow mein in to warm. It can also be eaten right away - whatever your prefer.

Sprinkle with 1/8 C Sesame Seeds when ready to serve and toss. The Sesame Seeds are a good source of protein. Makes several large helpings. If serving for a dinner of 4, each person would have about the amount depicted below, which is shown in a 9" shallow pasta bowl. Truth be told? I eat the whole bowl myself for lunch and dinner!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Day 9 I Can Hear You Now

I thought it was just a fluke that my hearing was more sensitive since I've become raw vegan. I would be in stores and the racket was so much I'd put my head phones in. I've often had stores be loud and my best friend wears ear plugs in stores all the time it's so loud for her, but man, things were seeming a whole lot louder all of a sudden. I blew it off though. Surely my hearing wouldn't improve by eating fruits and vegetables. That sounded (no pun intended) crazy, even to me!

Yesterday my daughter was having a rather impassioned conversation with me and she was hurting my ears a little. I actually asked her to calm down a little as she was rather loud. I have never ever had to ask her to do this before. While I half wondered about it, I blew it off.

I have an aviary in my office. It has been here for 4 years and it has been the exact same distance from my desk the whole 4 years. The same group of birds have been in it for at least 2 years. They are tiny finches. They make tiny finch noises. Very pleasant peeping. I love the happy sounds they make. Sometimes someone will get on someone else's last nerve and the feathers will hit the fan, but the normal everyday cheeping is beautiful.

That was until today.

I'm sitting at my desk and their familiar cheeping became unbearable. It kept interrupting my work and finally I looked at them and they looked at me as if to say, "What the heck?!" Finally I succumbed to the fact that my hearing has definitely IMPROVED.

I'm not so sure this is such a good improvement but hopefully when I'm 90 and can still hear I'll be glad I can hear those damn finches. That is if I don't feed them to the ever anxiously awaiting cats first!

Friday, January 8, 2010

Day 8 Sleep in Peace

Somehow between my surgery and the first of the year my sleep got even more whacked out than it already was. Over December I would be up til 4 am and then sleep til noon. I'd also nap again later because I was recovering from surgery and I let myself do that all I needed. I know that was one big reason I actually healed quickly and did well. Once the first of the year came I needed to get back on track but then I added raw vegan to the mix, which can result in needing less sleep. Things got pretty wild.

I forced myself to go to bed around 10 p.m. each night. Sometimes I'd be a little late and hit the hay by 11 p.m. Still, I'd lay in bed awake for up to 5 hours, thinking of all kinds of things, reading stuff, poking fat cats, counting sheep, but not able to go back to sleep. I'd have to wake up by 6 am to get my daughter to school and I feared the horrible exhaustion I lived through all of last year would over take me again.

But, that didn't happen. The first few nights of being up for hours freaked me out, but I discovered my energy wasn't really impacted the next day. Each day I fell asleep earlier and earlier and then I also started sleeping all night - another first.

It's after 11:00 pm now and I really should be in bed to stay on track but with requiring less sleep, it seems to be working out. Tomorrow is Saturday. I can sleep in some if I need to, get up a little later and it'll all be good.

The best part is waking up feeling almost normal again. I think I still have some overall fatigue and of course, still some internal healing going on which zaps some energy, but my energy is good during the day and I'm starting to be able to get more things done in my life.

I've been cleaning various aspects of the kitchen all week. Today I cleaned my gas stove top. It was a horrible mess that needed to be done well before my surgery but I ran out of time. I kinda laughed when I was done because I really won't have to do that again for a very long time!

As Michael Buble says in his song, "Feeling Good", Sleep in peace when the day is done, that's what I mean.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Day 7 Week 1

Well, it's been a whole week. I've lost 5 pounds this first week of the New Year and 17 pounds total since last year.

This week and to date I've walked 4.6 miles, swam 1.66 miles and have eaten 18 bananas, for those who keep asking how many bananas I'm eating!

The benefits of just one week:

1. My belly feels peaceful.

2. I have no more of the magical expanding elasti-belly going on.

3. My waist is 3" smaller (full report at end of month)

4. I have not even the slightest water retention bump whatsoever on my ankles.

5. My mouth feels (and looks) so clean it's weird.

6. My sense of smell is incredible. I'm nearly knocked out when I walk into Whole Foods there are so many aromas in there.

7. My face is a lot more clear. I have no new break outs.

8. I'm not craving anything other than more fruit and vegetables.

9. I've had a lot more energy the entire week.

10. I spend a whole lot less time grocery shopping.

11. Unless I choose to make something fancy, I spend a whole lot less time on food prep. Grab some fruit and run if I'm short on time. Easy.

12. Even if I make something fancy I spend a whole lot less time on clean up and dishes.

13. Even less to clean: I don't get the stove or microwave dirty :D

14. I have a whole lot less trash since there isn't food packaging to contend with.

15. I'm requiring less sleep and feeling a lot more rested to boot. This morning I woke up at 4:30 am and wanted desperately to run out to buy parsley - LOL.

16. My borderline sleep apnea thing stopped (at day 3) where it feels like something was stuck up in there and flapping across some breathing port, causing all kinds of snorting and disrupted sleep. I'd suffocate if I was on my back. It's gone. Stopped. Amazing.

17. At week 5 of my surgery recovery, I feel at 100% and I never would have expected that.

18. My bikini line incision is fully healed and turning white. Past experience has been I don't heal well or easily. There is still swelling to go down over time and internal healing. But I have no pain, no pulling, no additional tiredness that tells me I need more rest or more nutrients. Still I am still mindful of my nutrition and of being in bed 8 hours because I know there is still internal healing going on.

19. I feel a lot more peaceful overall.

20. I have a lot more hope for the future.

One week down, 51 to go!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Day 6 Salad Salvation

Ask and ye shall receive...

Yesterday I was lamenting about the absence of salad dressing and how lemon and lime are great but I wanted something real. Tarah sent me a link to a lot of raw or nearly raw dressing recipes which I read blearily in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep. Thank you Tarah, it was exactly what I needed to keep me busy! There were one or two that piqued my interest so I need to go back and check them out, but mostly all the ones that were close to legal for me were really just based in lemon juice.

Today it came to me I'd not even considered one of my all-time favorite salads, Tabbouleh. I make this frequently. I love the taste and it has a very basic lemon dressing. Ah, I see God was listening and heard my salad dressing cry despite my lemon angst. Thank you!

After treadmilling (new word! LOL) 1.6 miles and swimming another half mile today, I ran into Whole Foods to pick up some lettuce, parsley, & avocados. I love this lifestyle because I need no other section of the store, which is a huge time saver. On the way to check out I saw their fresh raw salsa, which I love. A quick label read made my heart jump with joy - it was gonna be legal with no oil and no sugar. It had salt as the last ingredient and I made an executive decision that whatever small amt of salt was added would be OK today and I gleefully popped it in the cart.

By the time I got home I was really, really hungry. I wasn't hungry after I swam so passed on my banana, which probably would have bridged the gap better had I eaten it. Once home I did not have time to make Tabbouleh because I needed to eat now, so instead I tossed half an avocado into a bowl with a chopped ripe tomato and cut some fresh corn off a cob and added a large scoop of salsa.

I sat down and ate in total nirvana. The salsa was so good, so satisfying, that I had seconds. I had to laugh when I saw that the main 'dressing' ingredient in the salsa was lime. Maybe I didn't need anything more real than that, after all. I'll be making this myself now, minus the salt.

Later for dinner I made Tabbouleh. I never liked it with Bulgar wheat so I never made it that way for us. Just the veggies and dressing. In the past when I'd make it I'd work at getting the oil/lemon/vinegar just right and have my daughter, who loves this stuff, taste it over and over til we got it just right. I had no recipe, I just winged it each time.

Well, this would be easier since I wasn't going to have to worry about getting the dressing just right. After thoroughly washing two big bunches of parsley I processed them in two batches, placing the first batch into a medium size bowl before processing the next. I added in 2 cups of chopped red grape tomatoes, a entire bunch of sliced white scallions, a half a chopped cucumber and then poured the juice of one lemon and one lime all over it. Done!

It was ever so slightly different in taste from my original version but definitely close enough, especially after the tomatoes and scallions and cucumber got into the mix. It became the familiar, addictive, beguiling mix that just begs you to eat more and more of it. That's the beauty of Tabbouleh. My daughter didn't even detect the missing ingredients and was surprised when I told her. I thought for sure she'd detect a change.

I enjoyed eating this more than words can say. It made my whole day. Plus, parsley is one of the more concentrated greens you can eat.

I'm going to be making/eating lots and lots of this!


Recipe:


2 large bunches of parsley
2 cups (or one small container) of red grape tomatoes (you can use regular tomatoes)
1 bunch of green onions (scallions)
1/2 cucumber
Juice of one lemon
Juice of one lime (or just use 2 lemons)

Thoroughly clean the parsley. It's one of the grittiest vegetables. I wash it once straight up in the sink then cut off the ends as close to the bushy part as possible then soak it in a lettuce spinner filled with cold water. Swish, rinse, rinse again under running water and then spin dry.

Hand chop the parsley or put it through a food processor. I've done it various 'sizes', from very chopped to fairly whole and just happen to prefer it chopped a lot smaller than larger. It's up to you.

Cut the red tomatoes in half

Slice the white part of the green onions, reserve and throw away the 'chive' part or save for another use.

Peel the cucumber half and then dice it.

Add all the vegetables to the chopped parsley. Pour the lemon and lime juice over it, toss and serve. This would also be perfect for my girls at BreastHealthOnline who follow the Healing Diet.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Day 5 Arby's by Osmosis

I've noticed this really strange thing happening the past few days. I've been enjoying food that is off limits simply through its aroma. Now, this flies in the face of other raw vegan's experiences. People usually complain about enduring meals with others who are eating cooked foods, because it makes them want it. But, I've had a different reaction.

Tonight my daughter wanted a French Dip from Arby's. This isn't something we do a lot but it's certainly a lot more do-able since I'm not having to buy a sandwich for myself. I ordered for her and made our way out the drive thru. As I drove off I realized I was really enjoying the aroma of her meal but that I wasn't craving it or feeling, well, anything about it at all. It was almost as if because I bought it and could smell it I was satisfied. It's a strange but pleasant experience!

This is not to say I don't crave things. I do. I just know I need to eat again if I'm craving something.

Today, however, I was craving real salad dressing and that was hard. If I'm going to spend a year doing this I'm going to have to find better recipes or create my own recipes for salad dressing. I keep reading about simply lemon and lime juice and those are great. I'm a huge proponent of lemon juice but I really am craving something more on my salad.

I considered having salad dressings be my one caveat. It seemed a small price to pay to continue eating so healthily. Then I remembered the times I had bad bloating just from dressings and decided to hold out for a better plan/recipe or perhaps a sign from God. Help. LOL.

If anyone has a great salad dressing recipe that is hewn from raw food materials and doesn't contain garlic, oils of any kind, salt, pepper, sugar, vinegar, cheese, or any number of artificial ingredients, please let me know!

Monday, January 4, 2010

Day 4 Feeding Your Inner Monkey

So, what if you lived on a planet where you could eat unlimited amounts of food and in particular, all the sweets you wanted, all the time. No limit. Just whatever and whenever you wanted it and you'd be healthy, you'd feel great, you'd have tons of energy and you would never have constant cravings for anything anymore. Would you want to move there if it wasn't only in your dreams? Well, I'm here to tell you you're living on that planet and, more importantly, that is how you're supposed to eat here.

I remember hearing before my daughter was born how even babies would prefer sweet things over everything else. This depressed me. I'd battled my own food issues for years and now I needed to keep her away from everything bad. I'll never forget the first time I gave her oatmeal. I no sooner set the bowl before her when my mother suggested she pour sugar all over it, "because it's really good that way", she said. GAAAAAAAA!!!! I tried my best to manage the relatives and shopping excursions and I can barely talk about all the 'chocolate holidays', that is, until school started. Well, I'd have an easier job holding back the ocean with a broom. Sugar, sugar everywhere! For starters, kids' birthday parties and even in the classroom, times that by 30 and your kid is completely sugared up all the time. Sugar seems to be all kids live on. It was enough to make your head spin.

Many of us constantly 'fight' ourselves and our children's sugar cravings in all forms and if that wasn't enough, we also really desire to eat as much as we want. Why are we the only species at total odds with ourselves? You don't see Prairie Dogs on diets, do you? You don't see them on treadmills and you don't see them trying to figure out what the heck to eat. I could cite an endless list of animals and with the exception of your dog and my 22 lb cat, we, the people with the big brains are the only ones having this problem. One day it made me wonder what cavemen ate. I figured they were vegetarian. They sure as heck weren't heading for the Arby's drive thru, you know? Okay, maybe Dana's ancestors were but really, no one else *laugh*

But, my past experience with vegetarianism left me weak, sick and exhausted. As much as my head and heart wanted me to do it, my body wasn't willing. I was told by the medical profession I was 'protein deficient', and that I simply couldn't follow a vegetarian diet. I followed the 'blood type diet' for a while, mine being type O (which indicates meat…), but my weight still 'flourished'. My energy continued to plummet and I had a persistently bloated belly. A colonoscopy looking for Celiac was returned normal.

Even earlier than that I was told I had 'candida' and if you were told you have that, then you know it appears to be a sad, endless, lifelong battle. I took it seriously and spent 9 months eating 'perfectly' and lost all of 5 lbs, but never lost the 'candida'. I swear there were days I considered entering myself as my own float in the Macy's Day Parade. I kept reading and working on it, but I didn't really getting anywhere. I never really lost a significant amount of weight and I never was 'bloat-free'. My thought processes kept taking me back to my favorite haunt: The caveman days. I'm an artist at heart and you have to know what your base is before you can deal with it. Painting with oil paints? You must use an oil based solvent to clean the brushes. Ditto for water; you'd wash the brushes in water because that's the base. In human beings, our base surely must be the cavemen.

This led to a discussion with my friend Lori B. I told her I wondered what the cavemen ate, as that's probably what we should be eating. I could not have been more surprised when she started talking about the Paleo Diet. I'd never heard of it and was astonished I'd not even thought about what our ancestors ate until very recently. But, when I looked at it, something seemed really wrong to me. I saw plates of cooked meat and prepared dishes. I wholeheartedly disagreed that our first authentic ancestors that sprang forth our DNA ate cooked meat, or ground/baked grains for that matter, so the only logical choice remaining was that they ate raw food which probably included raw meat along with their 'fibrous plants'. In today's society eating raw meat is absolutely unthinkable to most, and for many good reasons. This leaves us with a big chunk of missing data. I'm not saying early man was absolutely a vegetarian and I wasn't in search of a vegetarian agenda, but I do know he didn't start out eating cooked meat. If the Paleo diet had touted raw meat, despite how socially improbable that might have been to make it fly, it would have at least been believable to me.

I started my own research on caveman. Much of the info I found simply talked about when they started eating cooked meat and how the researchers started to see disease states at this point. But something else was eaten before that point, before that first carcass fell into the fire, and since researches noted they 'started to see disease'', what were they eating before the disease came onto the scene? Cavemen were not roasting weenies straight out of the evolutionary box and you know it. It was like pulling eye teeth to get to the bottom of it. The info was sketchy and the articles mainly just said 'fibrous plants' which would not be the steamed broccoli I ate while being 'vegetarian'. Hmmm.

I did a search on raw food and came upon Steve Pavlina's blog. I found an amazing blog detailing his 30 day raw food trial (see my link list). First thing I noticed was he was eating tons of bananas. I hadn't read the entire blog or links yet and thought to myself, well, if I do this I'll eat less fruit as that's way too much fruit! I couldn't even conceive of eating even one whole banana a day at that point. It took me a few days to realize I hadn't gone back far enough. Our genetic coding goes back to before we walked upright. Like it or not, our earliest ancestors are primates and a whole new genetic code didn't just spontaneously imprint upon us simply because we finally stood up and walked on two feet.

So, the answer was our closest and earliest ancestors, the primates, who ate (and eat) fruit and vegetables and nuts. In particular, lots of fruit. A very large percentage of their natural diet is sweet fruit. They're coded to seek out sweet fruit, along with some plant matter and some nuts - whatever they can pick off a tree, hand crack and consume. They're also coded to eat as much as they feel they need and they don't limit themselves to a half a banana a day as the American Diabetic Association suggests for you and me. Now, I agree with the ADA for the SAD diet but I don't agree with the ADA diet in reference to our genetically coded diet.

That was it. I finally saw modern man's sweet tooth connection that we're all wrongly and endlessly beating ourselves up over, which is further compounded by a fruit phobic society. Oh don't eat too much fruit! You'll spike your blood sugar! You'll get the runs! Even the food pyramid restricts it. But in 4 short days I learned that if I ate enough raw fruit, vegetables, and some nuts each day that I would not crave anything else and I would not spike my blood sugar despite the rampant ADA's banana warnings.

This is how we're meant to eat, and much to my surprise, I have found that to be absolutely true already at this early stage. Any time I've even half thought of something else I realized I hadn't had anything to eat for a while. Once I go grab a banana or something, I'm perfectly fine. I'm not craving a thing. Not chocolate, not bread, not donuts, nothing. Absolutely nothing and I was fully at this level by day 3 and not only am I eating bananas, I"m craving them. This, from a woman who wanted something sweet to eat after every meal for the past 46 years. Of course I did! Even after some ginormous Thanksgiving dinner, I still wasn't satisfied because I'd still not eaten what I was genetically coded to eat - something sweet!


I'm at day 4 now. My copy of 80/10/10 just arrived today. This is the raw food book by Dr. Douglas Graham at Foodnsport (check my links section). I realized I needed this as he has so much more experience than I do and I want to do it right this time. Previous attempts at vegetarianism have failed and I read others that say the same thing. This person seems to really have the anwer and I've lived it for 4 very happy change-filled days so far. If you're interested in this lifestyle, besides following my 'guinea pig' status, I'd highly recommend getting the book to explore more for yourself. It is also available at Amazon. In the book you can choose to transition at your own pace. I just started it but it seems a lot of thought went into reaching out and reaching you and what might work best for you. In my case, I finally had to just grow up and devote a year out of an entire lifetime to finally taking care of me.

Whatever you choose to do with your diet, I really encourage you to devote a year back to yourself in some way. In the meantime you might dream a little and think about... what if you lived on a planet where you could eat unlimited amounts of food and in particular, all the sweets you wanted, all the time. No limit. Just whatever and whenever you wanted it and you'd be healthy, you'd feel great, you'd have tons of energy and you would never have constant cravings for anything anymore. Would you want to move there if it wasn't only in your dreams? Well, I'm here to tell you you're living on that planet and, more importantly, that is how you're supposed to eat here.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Day 3 Paging Dr. Bayer

It's slightly in the background now, but I woke up yesterday morning with a hang-over type headache. I took two aspirins and dove back under the covers with my favorite overweight orange feline for another 30 minutes. My headache hung in the background on and off all day. Nothing huge, just slightly annoying and then it raged back a bit before bed. Two more aspirin and off to sleep I went. Yep, these are the effects of giving up virtually everything 'good' in life, as some may see it.

But, the benefits are starting to trickle in and they far outweigh any soon-to-be-gone-forever headache. For example, my belly is peaceful. *hold for a moment of that music they play when you're in awe of something* The absence of constant low grade pain and mild to wild bloating is truly something to behold. The projection of my belly is also different. Not quite so fluffy. But what's most notable is it feels good inside. Cue more of that music, please.

The 'baggage' under my jawline, second in abhorrence only to my bloated belly, has noticeably decreased and my skin appears to be healing from its last freak out. I mean break out.

The weirdest thing though is my mouth feels so clean it's almost annoying. I'm not talking about my teeth, though yeah, they're clean but my mouth itself. It's very interesting and I expect it'll improve even more. I now can tell my mouth and gums and tongue have been covered in some heavy slime for lack of a better word. Ew. Oh yours is, too, trust me. Along with it dissipating I noticed my sense of smell starting to heighten. I noticed it this morning when one of my blankets had a smell I'd never noticed. I'd not washed the blankets in a while but I'd never noticed it had this slightly unpleasant smell. Into the washer everything went. I'm also doing saline sinus rinses everyday, but have done them regularly in the past and never improved my sense of smell. I also feel less 'full in the head' and I suspect I will soon have happy and free sinuses, which would be a total boon. Not to mention just another way to say buh bye to another doctor...hallelujah...maybe no more chronic sinus infections since my brain surgery.

Oh, and I've lost 3 lbs. I will expect to have an upfront loss and then a more gradual loss over time. The calculator tells me that if I lose around 1.54 lbs a week I'll be at my goal by next New Years Eve. I have no idea how plateaus work with this lifestyle but I guess we're going to find out.

Dinner last night at the buffet was interesting. Martin joked that I could not go past 'this section' - which of course was the salad section. Yep, that's fine. I told him, "Look, I'll be back at the table eating sooner than you - catch me if you can!" LOL!

Of course, I had to kinda note all the bowls full of stuff I could not have on the salad bar alone. Their fruit offerings left a lot to be desired, just cantaloupe and honeydew. Not even a banana. I had to force myself to not look at the bowl of fruit so covered in whip cream that you couldn't even identify the fruit beneath. Ew. I think I liked the other location we go to better as they had more fresh fruit. Hmmm. I piled some spinach on my little plate, some raw mushrooms, cucumber slices, tomatoes and shredded carrots. I'd leave the fruit for later. The sunflower seeds were all roasted, processed, salted and dead. No thanks. Maybe I should start carrying some raw sunflower seeds in my purse.

Upon returning to the table, Martin makes this face :/ and asks me where the dressing is. "Umm no dressing.", I said. He replied,"WHAT? OMG you can't eat just that!" "Umm, yes, I can! No icky dressings, thanks, though", I said. He says, "Well they have low fat, don't they?" AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! I can see it's going to be a long year and this is just one person I'm dealing with so far. "Honey," I said, "It's actually not the FAT that's the problem. It's all the chemicals and dairy and spices and - bleck - I'm done with it. This is fine! It's really fine." He stared into his mixed batch of stuff and shook his head.

But, it was fine. I admit had I normally been there I would have had all that other stuff and it was a slight shock and a little weird but I have to realize what I stand to gain. Then I discovered the mushrooms tasted great all on their own and the carrots were really sweet compared to the rest of the mix, and this is only day two at this point. I have gotten used to other new food before and liked it. I can do the same with this. It's not that I didn't like it, I did, I just have to give myself time to adjust without all the 'normal' stuff we do to food.

We came by my house to grab my daughter's skates and I grabbed a banana at the same time. He looked at me funny. I said, "Hey, get used to it. I eat all the time." And I have to say, it's not a problem. It feels natural.

Tomorrow, I'll tell you just why it feels natural. In the meantime, don't forget to check out my Fitday journal if you want to follow my food and exercise. Hopefully I won't need 'Dr. Bayer' for much longer.

I'm off to go throw myself in the pool! YAY!